Omega19x: *poke*
ph33r my rod: *prod*
Omega19x: (like my little plot twist?)
ph33r my rod: (( Indeed I do. XD ))
Omega19x: (poor confused little Ryou...)
ph33r my rod: (( Yes, poor him. ;_; *pets* ))
ph33r my rod: (( brb real quick ))
ph33r my rod: (( back ))
Omega19x: (yeah... I figured Ryou felt that way about Malik, after everything)
ph33r my rod: (( Yes, big huge mess of trauma can tend to do that to people. :3 ))
Omega19x: (but... he also wuvs his yami!_
ph33r my rod: (( Malik actually has kind of the same problem. XD ))
Omega19x: (only not his yami, someone elses_
ph33r my rod: (( Yep. ))
ph33r my rod: (( I think with Yami though, it's more of a brotherly-love type thing. ...incestual brother, but yeah... ))
Omega19x: (hm, I need to make a room. I need to be off early tonight, we're spending the weekend in Irving, and apparently I need to be up prior to 8:00 tomorrow morning.)
ph33r my rod: (( Ouch. @_@ ))
Omega19x: (do let me know if anyone else pops on)
ph33r my rod: (( Will do. ))
Omega19x: *walk walk walk*
ph33r my rod: *walkwalkwalk*
Omega19x: *sits down on the bench*
Omega19x: "... you... said you wanted to talk?"
Omega19x: *twiddles hands*
ph33r my rod: *sits next to him* "...yeah." *looks down at the floor, unsure of how to begin*
Omega19x: "... I'm... sorry... about last night... I... hurt your feelings... didn't I..."
ph33r my rod: *glances up at him* "...hurt my feelings?..."
Omega19x: "... you... looked sad."
Omega19x: "I... should have been thinking... about... your feelings... not... not my own... I... I guess... I...must have sounded... well... pretty ungrateful... and I didn't mean to..."
ph33r my rod: "...oh, that." *looks back down* "...I know you didn't. You're... in pain, not just physically, but emotionally too."
Omega19x: "... I... I was just... " *sigh*
Omega19x: "... I... I'm sorry..." *stands up abruptly, and paces a little* "I... I don't know how... I'm feeling... it's strange..."
Omega19x: "... the sickness... and... there's... there's something else... I... I don't know... how to explain it."
ph33r my rod: *blinks up at him* "..."
Omega19x: "..." *looks down at Malik*
ph33r my rod: *stands up and places his hands on Ryou's shoulders* "....."
Omega19x: *blushes a little at the sudden touch*
Omega19x: "... I... feel... things... I... I don't know how to explain them..."
ph33r my rod: "...like... all of the time? Or just... sometimes?"
Omega19x: "More and more. I... I... don't want to hurt you... I... I want to make sure you're happy... I... don't really know why."
Omega19x: "... I want to be around you..."
Omega19x: "... be near you."
ph33r my rod: "..."
ph33r my rod: *face flushes a bit*
Omega19x: "...The... the only other person I've ever felt this way around... was my yami... I... I don't really understand it... I... don't feel this way about my other friends."
Omega19x: "... not Yugi... not Mokuba... none of them... but around you... I... I feel safe... and..." *sigh*
ph33r my rod: "...I... want to make you feel safe."
Omega19x: "... you do."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't understand, though... why I feel this way..."
Omega19x: "... I feel like this... around my yami too... and you'
Omega19x: re NOTHING like him..."
ph33r my rod: "I... I feel the same way, Ryou. I want to make you happy. ...I wish I could take your pain away."
Omega19x: "... he's so... cold... so reserved... so dangerous at times. And you... you're gentle... kind... I...I don't understand..."
Omega19x: "... I want to make you happy too..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *reaches up and brushes the side of Ryou's face with his hand*
Omega19x: "that's why... I've pushed myself so hard recently. I..."
ph33r my rod: (( And I almost made the worst typo ever just now. ))
Omega19x: (???)
ph33r my rod: (( I typed "hand" as "nad", but then I caught myself and was like "NO. BAD USAGI." ))
Omega19x: (LOL)
ph33r my rod: (( My subconscious mind is in the gutter. :| ))
Omega19x: (Ryou is not Yami)
Omega19x: *feels Malik's hand, and blushes*
ph33r my rod: (( No, he is very much not Yami. XDDD ))
Omega19x: "..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *rests his hand on the side of his face* "...you... wanted to make me happy?"
Omega19x: *nods, trembling a little*
Omega19x: "... more... more than anything..."
Omega19x: "... even if... if it meant... well... passing out..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *small smile* "...you do make me happy, Ryou. When we went to the beach, and the carnival... seeing you smile like that, a real smile... that's when I was the happiest."
Omega19x: *weak smile*
Omega19x: *blush*
Omega19x: "... then... I... I did make you happy."
Omega19x: "... do... make you happy?"
ph33r my rod: "...you make me feel a lot of things, really. Like... I want to protect you, make you feel safe... I want to be there when you need to vent, or cry, or anything like that. ...'s kinda strange, really... I'm not really used to feeling all of these things."
Omega19x: "you... you feel like that too?"
ph33r my rod: *nods*
Omega19x: "... I... I didn't know others felt those things."
ph33r my rod: "...felt this way for a while, really. Ever since you were in Atlantis, and... probably before that, too."
Omega19x: *blushes*
Omega19x: "... I wonder if... if my yami feels these things too..."
Omega19x: "...do... do you know what they mean? the feelings, I mean."
ph33r my rod: "I... I think I might have an idea."
Omega19x: "...it... it doesn't mean... I'm sicker... does it?"
Omega19x: *can feel his heart beating*
ph33r my rod: *chuckles a little* "...no, it doesn't. I... I don't think I can put it into words."
Omega19x: "...oh..."
Omega19x: *a little bit relieved...*
ph33r my rod: "..." *brings his other hand up to the other side of Ryou's face*
Omega19x: *blushes*
ph33r my rod: "...but sometimes, actions can speak louder than words." *leans down and briefly kisses him, maybe for only two or three seconds, then pulls back and averts his eyes, blushing quite a bit* "..."
ph33r my rod: (( And Ryou goes into blush overdrive! ))
Omega19x: *.............................*
Omega19x: "..."
ph33r my rod: "...I'm sorry. I... shouldn't have done that."
Omega19x: *blushes, completely confused... as always*
Omega19x: *it felt so... unusual... (I assume it was merely lips on lips)*
ph33r my rod: (( Yep. ))
ph33r my rod: (( No tongue or anything, don't wanna scare him off now. ;P ))
Omega19x: "... wh...what... was... ... was that a..."
Omega19x: *obviously Ryou's never been kissed before...*
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods*
ph33r my rod: (( Well, he has, just not on his lips. ^.^ ))
Omega19x: (does that really count?)
ph33r my rod: (( I don't think so, but still. XD; ))
Omega19x: "... "
ph33r my rod: "..." *stuffs his hands in his pockets and looks down at the floor*
Omega19x: "... is... is... that what this... this feeling means?"
ph33r my rod: "...maybe?"
Omega19x: "... but... but aren't... um... ... kisses... what... what you give to someone... when... when you l...love them?"
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods*
Omega19x: *thinking... could this feeling be love? If so... then I ... love Malik... and... does that mean I... I love my yami? Love?*
Omega19x: "... I... " *not sure what to say*
ph33r my rod: *looks at him, still blushing* "..."
Omega19x: *love... the last time anyone said that word to Ryou was before his mom died...*
Omega19x: "..." *still blushing himself*
ph33r my rod: "...Ryou."
Omega19x: *his heart is pounding... his palms a little sweaty... a warm feeling inside... and not from a fever...*
Omega19x: "... "
ph33r my rod: "..." *puts a hand on his shoulder again and gently lifts his chin up* "....."
Omega19x: "... Ma...Malik?"
Omega19x: "... wha..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *looks him straight in the eyes* "...." *barely audible* "...I love you, Ryou."
Omega19x: *blink*
Omega19x: ".........."
ph33r my rod: "...."
Omega19x: (an atomic bomb could explode, and Ryou would still be in too much shock to notice)
ph33r my rod: (( I'd imagine so. ))
Omega19x: "..."
ph33r my rod: *sighs and looks down at the floor* "....."
Omega19x: *fumbles, and eventually reaches Malik's hand*
ph33r my rod: *looks up at him* "..."
ph33r my rod: (( brb ))
Omega19x: "... I... I... think... i... um... I... thin...think... I..." *leans in closer*
ph33r my rod: "....."
Omega19x: "I... um..."
Omega19x: *blushing like HELL!*
ph33r my rod: *still is too, not so much anymore though*
Omega19x: "... I... "
Omega19x: "..." *leans in and closes eyes gently*
ph33r my rod: "...you...?" *starts leaning in slowly*
Omega19x: "... I... l... I feel..." *leans in a little more*
ph33r my rod: "..." *wraps an arm around his waist and gently pulls him closer*
Omega19x: *blushes*
ph33r my rod: (( Oh noes, is Seto going to interrupt them~? ))
Omega19x: (maaaybe?)
ph33r my rod: "...." *closes eyes*