Omega19x: (wow, what character HAVEN'T you done it with lately?)
ph33r my rod: (( XDDDD I dunno. ))
Omega19x: ;-)
Omega19x: (you're doing it in another window with Yami right now, aren't you...)
ph33r my rod: (( No, he's on the verge of a nervous breakdown with Yami in another window... :P ))
Omega19x: (awwwwwwww)
Omega19x: (my fault?)
ph33r my rod: (( Nope, it's allll Malik's fault. XP ))
ph33r my rod: (( Ryou may be a factor in it, but it's more or less just Malik. XD ))
Omega19x: (the other malik?)
ph33r my rod: (( Let's just say he's guilt-tripping himself. :x ))
Omega19x: (aw... he needs a hug.)
ph33r my rod: (( Yes. A big one. x_x ))
Omega19x: (little bishies are great for hugs)
ph33r my rod: (( Yes, they are. :3 ))
ph33r my rod: (( Hmm~ If you wanna do some RP, I can multitask and just pretend it happens after mine and Yami's. XD ))
Omega19x: (yeah... I was talking to Machi, but she said she's not really in the mood, and logged off)
ph33r my rod: (( Ahh. x_x ))
Omega19x: (she seemed upset about something. I'd like to call her, but I know she isn't at the number I have.)
ph33r my rod: (( Awww. ;_; ))
Omega19x: (I hope she's not mad at me.)
Omega19x: (yeah, a little rp would be nice)
ph33r my rod: (( Kay. ^^ Malik's gonna be angsting a little, though. ;D ))
Omega19x: (tis fair)
ph33r my rod: (( Yep. @.@ ))
Omega19x: *well, we all know where Ryou is. So you have to come to me.*
ph33r my rod: *luckily, he didn't have to put up with any disgruntled doctors today, so getting up to Ryou's room was easy* "..." *stands at the door for a few moments before entering*
ph33r my rod: (( ...sorry that took so long. Just got word that my grandmother passed away. -_- ))
Omega19x: (nooooo!)
Omega19x: (me sowwy)
ph33r my rod: (( It's okay. I didn't really know her that well, so I'm admittedly not that sad about it... but my mom was just in pieces, so... yeah. ))
Omega19x: *looks up tiredly, sees Malik at the doorway*
ph33r my rod: "..." *walks over and sits in the usual char-next-to-the-bed* "...hey."
Omega19x: *weak smile* "hey, Malik."
ph33r my rod: *small, somewhat forced smile* "...how are you feeling...?"
Omega19x: "... about... about the same..."
ph33r my rod: "...are you in any pain?"
Omega19x: *looks away* "... not... not more than I... can handle..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods and looks down at the floor*
Omega19x: "... you... came by yesterday, they said... I don't remember it..."
ph33r my rod: "...yeah, I did. I told you I'd come by again today, so..."
Omega19x: "... oh... I... don't remember that either. sor...sorry, Malik..."
ph33r my rod: "...it's okay, don't worry about it. You were... still a little hyped up on the anesthesia and stuff from the surgery."
Omega19x: "..." *looks weakly back at Malik*
Omega19x: "... Are you... okay?"
ph33r my rod: "..." *looks up at him* "...I need to talk to you about something."
Omega19x: "... anything."
Omega19x: *sits up slowly, and faces Malik*
ph33r my rod: (( If I'm a little slow with this, it's 'cause I'm LJing. ))
Omega19x: "... you... can talk to me about... anything, Malik."
Omega19x: *waits patiently*
ph33r my rod: "..." *reaches over and takes his hands* "...I love you, Ryou. You know that I do. And with you being here in the hospital, I... I've been a bit stressed over it."
Omega19x: *blushes at the sudden touch*
Omega19x: *looks away* "I'm... sorry..."
Omega19x: "...I never meant to... to hurt you..."
ph33r my rod: "Please, don't say you're sorry. You've done nothing to be sorry about... just listen to me, okay...? Last night after I left here, I would've given anything just to talk to someone, be it Yami, or Isis, or... hell, I would've even put up with your yami, if he'd been awake. It was that bad. But anyway... my other self came over."
Omega19x: (&)@#*&@$ video I was downloading stopped downloading and reset my connection... grr!!)
ph33r my rod: (( >< I hate it when that happens. *pets* ))
Omega19x: (and i had a third of it done!)
ph33r my rod: (( D: That totally sucks. ><; ))
Omega19x: (season 0 bakura stuff!!)
Omega19x: (pweeze let the other one go through!!_
Omega19x: (FUCK YOU SERVER!!)
ph33r my rod: (( ><!!! ))
Omega19x: (lets try you one at a time)
Omega19x: (since you're TIMED it seems)
Omega19x: (*cough* aaanyway...)
Omega19x: "... your other self? I met him in the market once... he seems nice."
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "...you'd be surprised... but anyway... he's been in some sort of relationship with the thief king... *shudders* and you know that he's... well, gone at the time. And... both of us had some frustrations we needed to work out."
Omega19x: (25% done...)
Omega19x: "... did he... hurt you?"
Omega19x: (50% done!)
ph33r my rod: (( O_o Your connection is fast. @.@ ))
Omega19x: (the video is bad quality, but I've never seen clips from season 0, so I don't care)
ph33r my rod: (( XD ))
Omega19x: (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!)
ph33r my rod: (( O_O Did it die? ))
Omega19x: (cut me off at 61%!)
ph33r my rod: (( GRR! >< ))
Omega19x: (what's your connection speed?)
ph33r my rod: (( I'm on DSL. ))
Omega19x: (Download these and send them to me!!! pleaaaaase?!)
ph33r my rod: (( Kay. ))
Omega19x: http://www.geocities.com/zokubakuchan/zokusitetest.htm l click on fan AMV, they're the first two.
Omega19x: (yeah, crappy made videos, but hey... I want to see clips from season 0)
Omega19x: (thank you Malik!!)
ph33r my rod: (( XD Understandable. *downloads* ))
Omega19x: (how long will it take for you to download them?)
ph33r my rod: (( O_O The first one just finished... ))
Omega19x: (*grumble*)
ph33r my rod: (( And there goes the second one. ))
ph33r my rod: (( *sends* ))
Omega19x: (via e-mail or aim?)
ph33r my rod: (( Was planning on doing it over AIM, but I can do it over e-mail if that'll work better. ))
Omega19x: (no, aim is fine)
ph33r my rod: (( Kay. ))
ph33r my rod wants to send file D:\Downloads\Movie_0001.zip.
Omega19x: (and 15 minutes from now.. we'll have season 0)
Omega19x: (now, where were we?)
ph33r my rod: (( Huzzah! ))
Omega19x: "... did he... hurt you?"
ph33r my rod: "...no, quite the opposite, actually... sure, he poked fun at me, that's nothing new, but... that's a different subject altogether. I know you've been a bit... sheltered, I guess is the word for it, and I know this is kind of a squicky subject for you. But... you know about, um, sex and stuff, I'm sure... and how it's supposed to be the 'ultimate promise of love' and all of that..." *bites lip*
Omega19x: "... you mean... you two... *blushes* ... um..."
Omega19x: "... well... you've... done that before... many times... right? Nothing.... new... right?" *laughs a little, nervously*
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "...yeah. But... there was no emotional attachment about it or anything. There was no pledging of undying love or anything like that... I mean, I do love other me, but not in the same way that I love you. And he loves the thief king, though he's in a bit of denial, but... yeah. It was just a release, that's all..." *looks up at him* "...are you mad at all...? I mean, I understand if you are..."
Omega19x: "... I'm not mad... I... I can understand... um... I suppose... you... like doing... you know, and such..."
Omega19x: "... it makes you... happy, right?"
ph33r my rod: "...it... it does, and what I'd done with Yami and others before was before I told you how I felt about you. And I... I don't want you to get the wrong idea or anything. I love you, and nothing will change that... I just... I feel like it's wrong that I did that with other me."
Omega19x: "...I just want you to be happy... I... I'm... not... I don't really know much about... well... I'm probably not good... um... scared really... about... you know..."
Omega19x: "... you need someone... that...does..."
Omega19x: "like... *blushes* you know..."
ph33r my rod: "...let me rephrase that a bit. For you, I'd... I'd give it up if you wanted me to."
Omega19x: "... no... it's... allright, really... I... I don't want you to be unhappy, and I'm... not... well... *looks down* you know..."
Omega19x: (95%... wootness!!!)
ph33r my rod: (( :D Excellent. ))
Omega19x received D:\Downloads\Movie_0001.zip.
Omega19x: (next!)
ph33r my rod wants to send file D:\Downloads\monstaworld_0001.zip.
ph33r my rod: "..." *pulls him into a light hug, being mindful of his stitches and whatnot* "...Ryou, as long as you're happy, then I am..."
Omega19x: *hugs back weakly*
ph33r my rod: "...I don't want to hurt you in any way."
Omega19x: "... you... don't... Malik, really, you don't..."
Omega19x: "... You're... always so gentle..."
Omega19x: *leans into him*
ph33r my rod: "..." *buries his face in the crook of Ryou's neck* "...if there's anything I can do to maybe make it up to you, then... name it."
Omega19x: "... make... make what up?"
ph33r my rod: "...I don't know why I'm beating myself up so much over what happened with other me. I just want to... I guess show you how much I care about you."
Omega19x: "..." *smiles weakly*
Omega19x: "... I know you.. you care about me, Malik... you... you don't have to do anything...'
Omega19x: "I'm sorry... I... I'm not... more... well... you know..."
ph33r my rod: "...no, it's okay. Don't worry about it..." *backs away a little and looks him in the eyes* "I know you're a little uncomfortable about the subject, and I'll respect that. I... I wouldn't push you into anything that you don't want to do."
Omega19x: "... sorry... I don't really know much... about love..."
Omega19x: "... I barely know... how I feel..."
Omega19x: (oooh 99%)
Omega19x received D:\Downloads\monstaworld_0001.zip.
ph33r my rod: (( :D Excellent. ))
ph33r my rod: "...I really don't know much either, to be honest... I just know that I'd do anything within my power to make you happy."
Omega19x: "... you do make me happy..."
Omega19x: *weak smile, still leaning into Malik's embrace, just enjoying being held*
ph33r my rod: "..." *gently kisses his forehead* "...I'm glad."
Omega19x: *blushes a little* "..."
Omega19x: "... hopefully... I'll be out of here soon..."
ph33r my rod: "...hopefully. The doctors said it'd be within the next day or two."
Omega19x: "... that's good..."
Omega19x: "... like usual... they... they don't want to tell me anything..."
Omega19x: "... especially bad things."
ph33r my rod: "..." *gets up out of his chair and actually sits on the edge of the bed, wrapping an arm around Ryou's waist* "...they probably don't want to worry you about it. Stupid doctors..."
Omega19x: "... has... has the shadow disease spread? Will... will you tell me?"
Omega19x: (wow... the anime of season 0 was... just like the manga, really.)
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "It's spread... all over. They told me they did some exploratory surgery when they removed your appendix... and all of the muscle tissues are just... black. I don't know if they told you, or if you even remember being told, but..." *sighs*
ph33r my rod: (( I wanna see season 0 sooo bad. I've seen the first episode and that's it. It's a bit different from the manga, but still the same general idea. ))
Omega19x: "... all... all over...?"
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "From what they could see, yes."
Omega19x: "... oh my... black?"
Omega19x: "... all over?"
Omega19x: *the thought of his own insides with that description makes him feel queasy*
ph33r my rod: "...pretty much, yeah." *rests his forehead against the side of Ryou's head* "I can see why they didn't want to tell you, but... they shouldn't be keeping it from you. You have a right to know what's going on inside your own body."
Omega19x: "... the medicines... they... they can't stop it... nothing can stop it..."
ph33r my rod: "...we'll find a way, somehow."
Omega19x: "... but the pharaoh..."
Omega19x: "... wait... what about the high priest? maybe... maybe he would know some of the pharaoh's secrets..."
Omega19x: "... Isn't his priest alive now too... your... your sister spoke about him!"
ph33r my rod: "...you mean Seth? We could try talking to him, but... he's lost his memory of pretty much everything about himself. Maybe, when the Pharaoh was here, he told him about some thing, but... it's kind of a long shot."
Omega19x: *sigh, expression droops*
ph33r my rod: *nuzzles his face against the side of Ryou's* "Hey, don't look so sad just yet... we'll talk to him when you get out of the hospital and see, okay?"
Omega19x: "... maybe he'll know how to summon the gods..."
Omega19x: "... you... you were a tomb keeper... you... you don't know any ancient rituals?"
ph33r my rod: "...I'm really trying to forget about that stuff. But... I can talk to my sister about some of it, if you want me to."
Omega19x: "please... Malik... the gods... I think they're my last chance..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "...I will. I'll talk to Isis when she gets off work tonight. Okay?"
Omega19x: "... thanks..."
ph33r my rod: "...anything for you."
Omega19x: *weak smile*
ph33r my rod: *smile*
Omega19x: *wince* "...I... I need to lie back down... sorry... my... my whole body hurts... if I'm up too long..."
Omega19x: "... found that out... earlier today..."
ph33r my rod: "...okay." *gets up and gently lowers him back down onto the bed*
Omega19x: *sweet pillowed relief*
Omega19x: "... thanks..."
Omega19x: "... it... it has spread... I... I can feel it."
Omega19x: *wearily traces the stitches*
ph33r my rod: *strokes his hair* "...we'll stop it. I'll talk to Isis, and we'll find a way... I promise."
Omega19x: *weak smile*
Omega19x: "Malik... tell my yami... that I miss him..."
ph33r my rod: "...I will. He woke up this morning... asked him to come here with me tonight, since I know you want to see him... but you know how he is about hospitals."
Omega19x: "... I know... "
Omega19x: "... I'll see him... though... when I go back to our apartment... once I'm out... of here."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "I'll tell him."
Omega19x: "knowing my yami, he's probably already left your place..."
ph33r my rod: "...yeah, he said he was going back to your apartment for a while. Didn't say when he'd be back."
Omega19x: *laughs weakly, then coughs a little* "... that's so like him."
ph33r my rod: "Heh, yeah, it is." *smiles*
Omega19x: *blinks tiredly*
ph33r my rod: "...you should get some rest. I'll come back and check up on you tomorrow, okay?"
Omega19x: *nods weakly*
Omega19x: "... okay..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *bends down and lightly presses his lips to Ryou's for a couple of seconds* "...I love you. Rest up." *grin*
Omega19x: *already asleep*
ph33r my rod: (( Damn! XD ))
Omega19x: *his weak body, completely exhausted from the short visit*
Omega19x: (but fear not... I will not let him die... I do have a plan... if nothing else will fuck it up)
ph33r my rod: (( Excellent. :D ))
Omega19x: (it will just take time to execute my plan)
ph33r my rod: (( Oh dear, time. That probably means more angst, doesn't it? XD *shot* ))
Omega19x: (that depends on your concept of angst... and time)
ph33r my rod: (( True. ))
Omega19x: (and how long it takes for gods to be summoned... but trust me, things will get worse before they get better. They have to... it's a rule somewhere.)
Omega19x: (I think it's called drama.)
ph33r my rod: (( Yep. One of those unwritten rules of fiction. ))
Omega19x: (and then climax occurs.)
Omega19x: (not THAT climax, rod-brain)
ph33r my rod: (( XDDDDD ))
Omega19x: (but I'm going off to sleep)
ph33r my rod: (( Hey, I don't think with my rod-or-lack-thereof all the time. ))
ph33r my rod: (( XD Heheh. Night, Dez. :3 ))
Omega19x: (night!)