Omega19x: *Ryou's you know where, not doing much of anything except watching fascinating cracks in the ceiling.*
ph33r my rod: *walks into the room, sitting in the usual spot* "Hey, Ryou." *smiles*
Omega19x: "... hey Malik..." *looks down sheepishly*
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...something wrong?"
Omega19x: "... I... I... I told... my yami... what you told me..."
Omega19x: "... about the... the feelings..."
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...oh."
Omega19x: *twiddles his fingers*
ph33r my rod: "..." *looks down at the floor* "...well, that's... good. He knows how you've felt about him all of this time..."
Omega19x: "... he... he said I'd be better with you... so I would be safe..."
Omega19x: "... he was afraid I... I might die... if someone came after him... and when i said I was...dying... anyway... he got... he got angry..."
ph33r my rod: *looks up at him* "..."
ph33r my rod: "...he didn't hurt you, did he...?"
Omega19x: "... no..."
Omega19x: "... he hurt my wrists a little... but... that was just... from holding them..."
ph33r my rod: "...oh."
Omega19x: "... he... he kissed me... Malik. He kissed me."
ph33r my rod: "..." *blinks* "...and?"
Omega19x: "... he held me... and then... he left."
Omega19x: "... he... but he kissed me..."
ph33r my rod: "...I see."
ph33r my rod: *doesn't quite know what to say*
Omega19x: "I'm... so... confused... you yourself... were concerned... that you had been close to someone else... after you kissed me... have... have I done something wrong?"
Omega19x: "... I just didn't want to die... not... not ever having... well... told him..."
ph33r my rod: "No, you haven't done anything wrong... he... he had every right to know. And... well, you'd told me before that you loved him too, and... I'm not really that surprised, to be honest."
Omega19x: "... are you mad at me?"
ph33r my rod: "..." *reaches over and takes his hands* "...no, I'm not mad. I'm... happy you were able to tell him. Really."
Omega19x: "... really?"
ph33r my rod: *nods and smiles a little*
Omega19x: "...love... confuses me so much..."
Omega19x: "... I... don't want to hurt... either of you... ever..."
Omega19x: "... but... I feel like... like I am... because... you don't like my yami... and he doesn't really like you..."
ph33r my rod: "...I figured so. It... I figured that you were pretty attached to him, even before you told me you were. I... I can respect that."
Omega19x: "... its hard not be... I guess... we.. we did share a body."
Omega19x: "... and a soul..."
ph33r my rod: *nods*
Omega19x: "... but... but I care about you too..."
Omega19x: "... I... I really do..."
ph33r my rod: *smiles* "I... I know you do. I care about you... I don't think I could even say how much."
Omega19x: "thanks, Malik.."
Omega19x: *weak smile*
Omega19x: "... if it weren't for you and my yami... I don't know... how I could hold on..."
ph33r my rod: *pulls his hand up and briefly kisses it* "...we're gonna get through this, Ryou."
Omega19x: "... I... I know..."
Omega19x: "... I've just... got to keep... telling myself that..."
ph33r my rod: "...I'll be there every step of the way."
Omega19x: "... " *weak smile*
ph33r my rod: "Um..." *shifts* "...sorry, I couldn't talk to Isis like I said I would. She's... been ignoring me, for some reason. She won't talk to me at all."
Omega19x: "... it's okay... I... I think my yami managed to talk to Seth..."
Omega19x: "... Seto came by late last night, and told me about it."
ph33r my rod: "...I see."
Omega19x: *nods weakly*
Omega19x: "... he was angry too..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *blinks* "...wha?"
Omega19x: "... he thought... we were trying to summon... the gods that just tried to kills us."
ph33r my rod: "...oh."
Omega19x: "... yeah..."
ph33r my rod: "...anything else happen?"
Omega19x: "... no... I slept for a while..."
ph33r my rod: "...ah."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't know how I know this... but...I have this feeling inside, Malik..."
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...?"
Omega19x: "... that Khons has...has reached the limit of his power..."
ph33r my rod: "...oh hell."
Omega19x: "... that... there's nothing left I can use... to help heal people..."
ph33r my rod: "......."
Omega19x: "...it's all being used."
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...Jounouchi's using them...?"
Omega19x: "I... I don't know... I don't even know if that's hurting Khons..."
Omega19x: "... I can't tell when or if he uses it... so... it must not... be connected to me anymore... I think..."
ph33r my rod: "...that's really weird. Yami told me that when he saw Jou use it on Atemu, it seemed to be more like... it calmed his emotions down rather than heal his physical wounds. So it might be something else altogether."
Omega19x: "... maybe..."
Omega19x: "I know... I know Khons will keep me alive... until he can't... if... there isn't enough power... I assume... the less... essential functions... would be forgotten first..."
ph33r my rod: *blinks*
Omega19x: "... things might stay steady... as they are now... for a while, I... I just don't know..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *reaches over and runs a hand through his hair* "...we'll..." *sigh* "...we'll see. I know you're probably getting tired of hearing that, but..."
Omega19x: "... I'm sorry... if... someone gets hurt... and I can't help them..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *just continues petting his hair* "...to be honest, I think it might've done more harm than good... it's put such a strain on you. After you healed Jounouchi and didn't wake up for so long, I... I was worried that you wouldn't wake up."
Omega19x: "... but... it helped him.... and you... and my yami... and I tried to help Atemu..."
ph33r my rod: "...I know."
Omega19x: "... and... I... I did wake up..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "You did... I'm glad you did."
Omega19x: (albeit six states or so later)
ph33r my rod: (( XD ))
Omega19x: *weak cough, followed by an equally weak smile*
ph33r my rod: *smiles back, and gently squeezes his hand*
Omega19x: *squeezes weakly back*
ph33r my rod: *tries to stifle a yawn, but fails miserably* "..."
Omega19x: "... you should rest, Malik... you sound exhausted..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "...didn't get a lot of sleep last night. Was pissed off 'cause Isis won't talk to me... had too much on my mind to sleep, really..."
Omega19x: "... rest... i'll... I'll be okay."
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "I'll just... sleep in the chair. I want to stay here with you."
Omega19x: "... you sure?"
ph33r my rod: "...yeah." *yawns again*
Omega19x: *smiles* "... sleep well..."
ph33r my rod: *leans over and kisses him on the forehead before settling into the chair* "...love you."
Omega19x: *smiles*
Omega19x: "me too..."
ph33r my rod: *smiles and closes his eyes, still holding on to Ryou's hand*
Omega19x: (sleep tight usagi)
ph33r my rod: (( *keels over* ))
Omega19x: (night)
ph33r my rod: (( For once, Malik passes out at the end of an RP. :P Night. XD ))