ph33r my rod: *is laying on his bed, arm covering his eyes. After learning that Shadow had gotten his other self, he'd almost lost it, and the fact that he could almost feel the pain that his other self had gone through only made it worse.* "......."
Omega19x: (and phone...)
ph33r my rod: (( *headdesk* x.x ))
Omega19x: (and I'm going to attempt to rp on the phone.)
Omega19x: (gosh, family just doesn't know when you don't want to talk)
ph33r my rod: (( *headdesk* I know that feeling. ~_~; ))
Omega19x: *a weak knock* "... M..malik? Are... are you in there?"
ph33r my rod: *moves arm, looks over at door* "...yeah."
Omega19x: "... Can I come in?"
Omega19x: "you... you haven't been out... all... all day... I... I've been getting worried..."
ph33r my rod: "...yeah, come on in."
Omega19x: *opens door slowly, walks into Malik's room*
Omega19x: "Are... are you okay?"
ph33r my rod: *sits up, looking down at the bed* "... Shadow got other me."
Omega19x: "... oh dear..."
Omega19x: "Is... is he all right?"
ph33r my rod: "I don't know how bad it is. He said on his journal that his arm's in a sling, and his chest is bandaged, but... I don't know if he's in pain, or what..."
Omega19x: "It's... it'll be okay... You... you've said it yourself... no... no one has died..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "Right, nobody's died. Other me's in the hospital, so he won't..."
Omega19x: "... he... he's strong... like you..."
Omega19x: *sits down carefully on the bed next to Malik.*
Omega19x: "... You... you made it... so... so he can too..."
Omega19x: "... and... and he has... people who care about him... Just... just like you do... right?"
ph33r my rod: *nods again* "...yeah. He does."
Omega19x: *weak smile* "... then... then he'll be okay..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *leans into Ryou, resting his head on his shoulder* "... I know. Just the fact that he was attacked..."
Omega19x: *winces, wrong shoulder...*
ph33r my rod: *lifts head* "...sorry."
Omega19x: "... sorry.. that... that one still hurts... Lean... lean on this one..."
Omega19x: *turns around*
ph33r my rod: *leans on Ryou's other shoulder, wrapping his arms around his waist*
Omega19x: *holds Malik*
Omega19x: "... I.. I've never seen you... this worried... a..about your other self..."
Omega19x: *strokes Malik's back, and runs his fingers through his hair tenderly*
ph33r my rod: "...well, he's... the other part of me. For a while I thought I could almost feel the pain he must've went through..."
Omega19x: *strokes him some more* "... it's... it's all over... though. Nothing is going to hurt him... or you... anymore..."
Omega19x: "I... I won't let them..."
Omega19x: *hugs Malik, not really knowing how he could ever stop something like Shadow, but he'd be willing to try.*
ph33r my rod: "...he hasn't gone after anybody twice, so..."
Omega19x: "I'll... I won't ever let you go..."
ph33r my rod: *his arms tighten around Ryou, but not too tight, as he's still being mindful of Ryou's injuries* "..." *quiet sniffle*
Omega19x: "I... I promise..."
ph33r my rod: *whispers* "I... I won't let you go either."
Omega19x: "... is... is there anything... I... I can do to... well... make you feel better?"
Omega19x: *kisses him gently on the cheek*
ph33r my rod: "... Just stay here with me... please."
Omega19x: "... of... of course..."
Omega19x: "I... I can do that..."
ph33r my rod: "...thank you."
Omega19x: *weak smile* "... any... any time..."
ph33r my rod: *sighs, gently nuzzling the side of Ryou's face* "It... means a lot to me."
Omega19x: *just holds him*
ph33r my rod: (( Way to randomly boot me off, AIM... ))
Omega19x: *runs his fingers down Malik's back, tracing subtle lines in his fabric*
ph33r my rod: *reaches up a little to play with the ends of Ryou's hair, a different sigh coming out this time... a happier one*
Omega19x: *blushes* "...that's better..." *massaging his shoulders gently*
Omega19x: "...that... that is better, right?"
ph33r my rod: "...yeah, it's better." *lifts his head, a small smile is on his face*
Omega19x: "... here... lay... lay down on the bed... on your stomach..."
Omega19x: *still rubbing his back tenderly*
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...okay." *lies down, turning over onto his stomach*
Omega19x: *leans over Malik, and starts rubbing his shoulders, massaging his back, encouraging him to relax.*
Omega19x: "... I... I picked up a few... a few things... from the therapists..."
Omega19x: *smiles as he gives Malik a nice massage*
Omega19x: *gently massaging the lumps out of Malik's back*
Omega19x: *sliding his fingers up the base of your neck, twirling so delicately in your hair...*
ph33r my rod: *relaxes* "...feels good." *doesn't normally like his back being touched for obvious reasons, but Ryou's touch is so gentle that he can't help but make an exception*
Omega19x: *soft easy strokes, mindful of old scars and old memories, sending tingling sensations through your body*
ph33r my rod: *another content sigh, nuzzles down into the bed*
Omega19x: *smiles*
Omega19x: *rubs his shoulders gently, scratching under Malik's chin ever so lightly*
Omega19x: *blushing as he feels the warmth of Malik's skin on his always cold hands*
ph33r my rod: "...if I were a cat, I'd be purring right about now." *looks up at Ryou from the corner of his eye*
Omega19x: *blushes again, as he lays down, his arm still caressing Malik's back*
Omega19x: *wraps his arm around Malik's waist, and smiles*
Omega19x: "... do... do you feel better now?"
ph33r my rod: *smiles back* "...yeah. Lots better..."
Omega19x: "I'm glad..."
Omega19x: *kisses his cheek gently*
ph33r my rod: *snuggles closer, wrapping his own arm around Ryou*
Omega19x: *blush*
Omega19x: *smiles*
ph33r my rod: *leans forward and gently kisses him* "...you always know how to make me feel better."
Omega19x: "I'm... happy... that I can make you happy..."
Omega19x: *returns the kiss, just as gently*
Omega19x: "I want you to be happy..."
ph33r my rod: *turns over on his side so that he's facing Ryou* "... I am happy."
Omega19x: *pushes a loose strand of blonde hair from Malik's eyes*
Omega19x: "... I... i'm...I'm happy too..."
ph33r my rod: *big smile*
Omega19x: *tingles as Malik's breath tickles his nose*
Omega19x: "I... I want to be happy... for...forever..."
Omega19x: "... with you..."
ph33r my rod: *pulls him close* "... I'll do my best to make you happy." *blushes a little*
Omega19x: *closes his eyes*
ph33r my rod: *kisses him again, longer this time*
Omega19x: *slowly opens his mouth, and tries to kiss back*
Omega19x: *at the same time, if he can manage it*
ph33r my rod: *is a little surprised, but continues kissing him, gently stroking his hair*
Omega19x: *he trembles*
Omega19x: *wrapping his arms around Malik's back for support*
ph33r my rod: *keeps stroking his hair and face, attempting to calm the trembling*
Omega19x: *tries to kiss Malik again, still trembling though*
ph33r my rod: *pulls back after a few moments, softly pecking Ryou's cheek*
Omega19x: "... sor...sorry..."
ph33r my rod: "...for what...?"
Omega19x: "... t..trembling..."
Omega19x: "... it... it made you... you stop..."
ph33r my rod: (( Nah, he stopped 'cause he needed to breathe. *bricked* ))
Omega19x: (*heaves brick*)
Omega19x: *gazes into the blanket*
ph33r my rod: *rests his hand pn the side of Ryou's face* "Did you... not want to stop...?"
Omega19x: *blush*
Omega19x: "I... well... um..."
Omega19x: "nn...no..."
ph33r my rod: *blushes a little, but leans forward and kisses him again, his hand still gently resting on Ryou's face*
Omega19x: *trembles as he always does*
Omega19x: *but tries to return the kiss as best he can*
Omega19x: *eyes closed, leaning in, mouth opened, letting Malik's tongue tap gently on his own. He trembles at the very touch*
ph33r my rod: *moves his hand down to wrap around Ryou's waist, gently pulling him closer*
Omega19x: *his body shakes, but he keeps his eyes closed, and his lips on Malik's*
ph33r my rod: *rubs his back, the same way Ryou was doing to him before*
Omega19x: *blinks and blushes*
Omega19x: "..."
ph33r my rod: *pulls back* "...something wrong...?"
Omega19x: "... n...no..."
Omega19x: "... sor...sorry..."
Omega19x: "I... I... wasn't... expecting that..."
ph33r my rod: "...do you want me to stop?"
Omega19x: "I... um... M... well..."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't... ever want you... to... to let go..."
Omega19x: *blushes like mad*
ph33r my rod: "... I won't." *holds Ryou close, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead*
Omega19x: *leans his head up, trying to kiss back*
Omega19x: *and ends up licking Malik's nose by mistake*
Omega19x: "... oh... so... sorry... I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...it's okay." *smiles a little* "...that was kinda funny."
Omega19x: "... no... I'm... I'm terrible... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: *pulls back a little*
Omega19x: *literally shaking now, the trembling has increased*
ph33r my rod: "...Ryou, no, you're not terrible... it was an accident."
Omega19x: "... sorry..."
Omega19x: *hides his face in his arms*
ph33r my rod: "..." *pulls Ryou close again, resting his chin on the top of his head*
Omega19x: *still shaking, but stays inside Malik's arms*
Omega19x: "I... no...nothing comes out right... I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: *gently strokes Ryou's hair, trying to soothe him* "Ryou, don't be sorry..."
Omega19x: "I... I... I want... I want to... to ki..kiss you..."
ph33r my rod: *pulls his head back and looks down into Ryou's eyes* "..."
Omega19x: "... I... I really... re..really want to... and... I...I try...and I... I can't..."
ph33r my rod: *leans forward, resting his forehead against Ryou's... not really sure what to say*
Omega19x: "... I... I can't stop... sha..shaking... or... or mess..messing it up..."
Omega19x: "I... I want to... I... I really do...

ph33r my rod: "Then... just do it. If you can put your emotions into it, then it doesn't matter if it's good or bad or whatever... if I can feel whatever you put into it, then it'll be good regardless."
Omega19x: *trembles, and nods slightly*
Omega19x: "...o...ok..ay.."
ph33r my rod: *small smile*
Omega19x: *leans in, shaking like a madman, takes a deep breath, and plants one right on Malik's lips*
Omega19x: *just as quickly as it comes, he backs away, timid, frightened, shaking*
ph33r my rod: *blinks, but gently hugs him*
Omega19x: *trembles*
Omega19x: "I'm... I'm sorry... I... I won't do it again... I... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: *pulls back*
ph33r my rod: "Ryou..." *keeps an arm around him* "...why are you so afraid...?"
Omega19x: "..." *looks up*
Omega19x: "... I..." * a long pause* "... I..."
ph33r my rod: *just looks at him, almost in tears* "Are you... scared of me...?"
Omega19x: "...no..."
Omega19x: "I'm... no..not scared... of... of you..."
Omega19x: "I... I don't... I don't know... wh..why I'm... sc...scared... I... I try... I try not to be... I... don't... don't hate me, Malik... please... don't disappear forever..."
Omega19x: *curls up on the bed, just trembling*
ph33r my rod: *pulls him into a warm hug* "... I promise, I'm not going anywhere. I could never hate you..."
Omega19x: "... they... they all disappeared... they all disappeared..."
ph33r my rod: "...who?"
Omega19x: *trembles in the hug*
Omega19x: "... Mom... Dad... Amane... ev...everyone..."
Omega19x: "... Khons... Atemu... I... I don't want to lose you..."
ph33r my rod: *reaches under Ryou's chin, gently lifting his head up* "...look at me, Ryou."
Omega19x: *shaking, tries to open his eyes*
Omega19x: "...?"
ph33r my rod: *looks him right in the eyes, whispers* "... I would rather die than leave you. Please, don't be afraid to be with me because you think I'll go away... I promise you that I won't. Okay?" *a tear drops down onto the pillow beneath his head*
Omega19x: "I'm... sorry..."
Omega19x: "I... I... I try... not to be afraid... I... can't... I can't do that right either...
Omega19x: "My... heart knows... you... you won't go anywhere... my ... my mind... can't stop... being afraid... that... that everything... everything is going to end... suddenly... quickly... painfully..."
Omega19x: "the... the fear won't stop... god... make it stop... please make it stop..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *leans forward and gently kisses him, just lips on lips, putting every emotion he can think of into it - love, comfort, protection, everything in just that one kiss*
Omega19x: *doesn't know how to react.*
ph33r my rod: *pulls back* "..."
Omega19x: *blinks, blushes, trembles, gasps, chokes*
ph33r my rod: "... Ryou?"
Omega19x: *blink blink*
Omega19x: *the poor lad is speechless*
ph33r my rod: "..." *just gently holds him*
Omega19x: "that... that... w..was.. .a... ki..kiss..."
ph33r my rod: *slightly confused* "Uh... yeah..."
Omega19x: "I... um..."
ph33r my rod: (( Did he break Ryou's brain? D: ))
Omega19x: (pretty much)
Omega19x: *blink*
ph33r my rod: *looks at Ryou, those same emotions reflecting in his eyes* "..."
Omega19x: "..."
Omega19x: "... I... um... g..god... wow..."
ph33r my rod: *blink blink*
Omega19x: "... um..."
Omega19x: *face turns a bright red*
ph33r my rod: "....." *leans closer, whispers* "...I love you."
Omega19x: "...I... I... um... I... I...."
ph33r my rod: "..." *another tear falls onto the pillow*
Omega19x: "I'm... sorry!" *pushes free of the embrace, shaking like mad, and doing a classic Ryou fall off the bed, backwards and all*
ph33r my rod: "......" *buries his face in the pillow*
Omega19x: *is on the floor, upside down*
Omega19x: *and crying...*
ph33r my rod: "..." *sits up and looks over the edge of the bed* "Are you okay...?"
Omega19x: "...n...no... I... nothing... nothing will ever be okay..."
Omega19x: *trying to sit up, but finding it difficult*
ph33r my rod: *holds his hand out*
Omega19x: "... I... I'll... I'll never... stop being afraid..."
Omega19x: "No... I try... I really try... I..." *sits up, holding his still torn up shoulder* "... I... that's why they all disappear... Isn't it?"
ph33r my rod: *barely audible* "...what do I have to do... to prove to you that you won't lose me...?"
Omega19x: *whispers back, barely audible* "... if... if I only knew..."
Omega19x: *trembles, tears falling from his cheeks*
ph33r my rod: *climbs off of the bed and down onto the floor, is in pretty much the same state as Ryou is, minus the trembling* "..." *reaches out with his hand again*
Omega19x: *jumps into Malik's arms* "I'm... sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: *just holds Ryou, gently rocking him* "Shh... it's okay... I promise..."
Omega19x: "... the... it was... it was so nice... and I... I... I can't even... well... un...understand... I... I can't stop it... I... I can't stop it..."
Omega19x: "... they... they all left me... everybody... they always leave me... I... "
Omega19x: *chokes on his own tears*
ph33r my rod: "Please, let me help you stop being afraid..." *runs his fingers through Ryou's hair* "That was in the past... it won't happen anymore..."
Omega19x: "... I... I try so... so hard... I... I can't do it... Malik, I can't do it..."
Omega19x: "I'll never be able to do it..."
Omega19x: "I'll... I'll never be able to... to love... love you the right way..."
Omega19x: "... I... I... I get close... I... I think... maybe... this time I... I won't mess things up... or... or shake... or... or run away... and... it never happens... I... I fall apart..."
ph33r my rod: *gently kisses Ryou's cheek, pulls him into his lap, leaning against the side of the bed... right now it's really all he can offer*
Omega19x: "... I... I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: "...love me the way you can, then."
Omega19x: *just leans into Malik, still trembling, still shaking*
Omega19x: "I... I wish I... I could be as strong as you..."
Omega19x: "as... brave as you..."
Omega19x: "I... I want to give my... my heart to you... but... but what good is... is a heart... that... that barely works..."
ph33r my rod: *holds Ryou tightly, being careful of his injuries* "...at least it does work... at least you're still here, and not..." *trails off*
Omega19x: "... d..death... I... I could accept death... wi..without being afraid... I... I can't... I can't h...handle l..love?"
Omega19x: "... What...what's wrong with me, Malik?"
ph33r my rod: "...you've been on the verge of death more often than you've been in love. You... got used to the idea of death being around every corner. And now... you need to get used to the idea of being loved. Because... Ryou, I couldn't stop loving you even if I tried to."
Omega19x: *blink*
Omega19x: "... why... why is it... so... so hard?"
Omega19x: "I... I do love you... I... I do..."
Omega19x: "please... never... never think that I don't..."
ph33r my rod: "...then don't think that I'll leave you. Fair trade...?"
Omega19x: "... I... I... I said it before... my... my heart knows... you... you'd never leave... but... my... my mind... won't stop... being afraid..."
Omega19x: "I... I try so hard, Malik... I... I try so hard..."
ph33r my rod: "...then try thinking with your heart instead of your mind."
Omega19x: "It's... it's all my fault..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *just holds him*
Omega19x: "I... I can't... just... close my eyes... and... and ...l..lean in... and...k...kiss you... with... with passion and love and ecstasy..." *does exactly what he says he can't do, a thousand times better* "I... I can't do it... and... I'm sorry... Al... allright?"
ph33r my rod: (( ... He just did, right? XD ))
Omega19x: (at the expense of ruining the moment, think of the spongebob episode, where he couldn't make a crabby patty, and only did it when he complained about not being able to do it...)
ph33r my rod: (( Kay, just making sure. :x ))
ph33r my rod: *blink blink* "You... you just did..."
Omega19x: *blink blink*
ph33r my rod: *has a light blush on his face from said kiss*
Omega19x: *blink blink*
Omega19x: *blush, finally realizing what just happened*
Omega19x: *and falls back into a dead faint*
ph33r my rod: "..." *smiles a tiny bit and shakes his head, carefully lifting Ryou up onto the bed*
Omega19x: *Ryou's out for the count, because I have a job interview in the morning, and NEED SLEEP*
ph33r my rod: (( XDDDD Night, then~ ))
Omega19x: (nighty. Hope that was enough fluff in the angstfluff)
ph33r my rod: (( It'll do for now. ;P ))