You have just entered room "umassertivenessorsomething."
Omega19x has entered the room.
phishschtick has entered the room.
Omega19x: (stupid comp wouldn't let me create a room.)
phishschtick: (mmk.)
Omega19x: *Ryou has brought both Malik and his yami together. Just like Seto said. Both of them, sitting down in the living room.* "...w..we need to talk..."
ph33r my rod: *blinks*
Omega19x: "...things have been really... strange... around here... for a while... Everyone seems so lonely... and... and I don't really know what to do..."
Omega19x: "You... you two don't ... really seem to like each other..."
Omega19x: "And... and I know you... you both love me..."
phishschtick: "..."
Omega19x: "And... and no matter how much I try... I... I try to love you equally... every step of the way... But... but you both seem jealous of... of any time I spend with the other one..."
Omega19x: "...I... I guess I'm hurting both of your feelings..."
Omega19x: "I don't want to."
Omega19x: "I'e been trying to figure out what to do... a...about it... and my friends say... I... I should just talk to both of you about it..."
Omega19x: "... Is... can this work out? Or... or is it all true... that... that I can only have one of you...?"
Omega19x: *looks at both of them, and eyes fall to the floor*
ph33r my rod: (( ... ... ... *tries to formulate response* ))
ph33r my rod: "..." *sighs* "... I don't know, Ryou. I want to say it can work, because it would make you happy, but..." *glances at Bakura* "I just don't know."
phishschtick: *catches Malik's glance and takes the chance to glare at him, and says nothing*
Omega19x: "...I... I love you both... so much..."
Omega19x: "... But it... it isn't going to work... is it..."
Omega19x: *tears well up in his eyes*
phishschtick: "..." *sigh*
Omega19x: "..."
Omega19x: "p..please... t..tell me... honestly..."
ph33r my rod: *focuses on the floor* "...you know, I've tried to work with it. I've tried not to get jealous, but... it doesn't work. I honestly don't think it's going to." *mutters* "...I'm sorry."
Omega19x: *gulps* "...y..yami... Is this how you feel too?"
phishschtick: *averts Ryou's eyes - a yes*
Omega19x: "...I can't read your mind.... t...please tell me..."
phishschtick: *sigh* "Yes, Ryou, yes. As much as we can try to pretend it's working out, it's not."
Omega19x: *nod*
Omega19x: "... I... I know..."
Omega19x: "I... I can't do it anymore either..."
ph33r my rod: *looks up at Ryou* "..."
Omega19x: "I can't keep hurting you... It... it doesn't make me happy... if... if you're both miserable..."
Omega19x: "I tried..."
Omega19x: "I tried so very hard..."
Omega19x: "But... I have to choose..."
phishschtick: "..."
ph33r my rod: "......."
Omega19x: "I... It's the only way..."
Omega19x: "..." *looks between them. No matter what he says, he doesn't think he can not hurt someone...*
Omega19x: "...th..this is the... the hardest thing... I... I've ever had to do... d..Dying is easier than this...
Omega19x: please... please don't hate me..."
Omega19x: *looks between them*
Omega19x: "... please don't hate me..."
Omega19x: "..."
ph33r my rod: "Ryou... I don't hate you. I couldn't hate you, even if I wanted to."
Omega19x: "... yami..."
phishschtick: "What?"
Omega19x: "you're... you're the other half of my soul... You will always be... that..."
Omega19x: "... I... I love you..."
Omega19x: "... but... I... my heart belongs... to... to Malik... The way a heart... is supposed to belong..."
Omega19x: "...I... I will stand by both of you... until the day I die... but... but if my heart has to decide... that is... that is where it has to go..."
Omega19x: "That... that's just how it has to be..."
ph33r my rod: "..."
Omega19x: *looks down, is completely in tears right now*
phishschtick: *doesn't say a word*
Omega19x: "... yami... You will always be my yami... Nothing can take that away... You are my family..."
Omega19x: "we share something... that... that no one else in the world can understand... I love you... But maybe it's... not supposed to be THAT... kind of love..."
phishschtick: "......."
Omega19x: "but I... I will always love you... care for you... be by your side..."
Omega19x: "We share a soul... Yami."
Omega19x: "But Malik and I have... fallen in love..."
Omega19x: "this... is how it has to be..."
Omega19x: *crying* "...I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry."
Omega19x: *just... crying*
ph33r my rod: "... ... ..." *doesn't know what to say or do*
Omega19x: "... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: *just sits there... crying...*
Omega19x: (as does mun)
phishschtick: (and kura-mun. ._.)
ph33r my rod: (( And Malik-mun. ;; ))
Omega19x: (waaaaaah.)
Omega19x: (he HAD to choose, though.)
phishschtick: (yeah, well...)
Omega19x: (this wasn't working out, and itwas making all three of us miserable...)
phishschtick: (nod...)
Omega19x: (but... he still cares for his yami... just in a different way. They still have the hikari/yami bond, right?)
Omega19x: (maybe like twins, you know? That kind of love.)
phishschtick: (Heh... yeah, guess so.)
ph33r my rod: (( That's something that nothing can take away, not even Malik. ))
Omega19x: (He and Malik have a different relationship... God, this is the hardest thing to rp.(
Omega19x: (I don't want Kura to hate Ryou. This has nothing to do with either of you.)
phishschtick: (Yeah, I know what you mean.)
Omega19x: (but they really can't go on like this.)
Omega19x: (trying to make a threesome work.)
phishschtick: (Mmhm.)
ph33r my rod: (( Malik's other self told him to seduce Bakura soooo many times, but I doubt that would've worked out either. ^^; ))
phishschtick: (...pfft. xD; )
Omega19x: (Did Ryou just crush his yami's heart?)
phishschtick: (it might take a while for things to go back to normal...)
Omega19x: (please, don't have him hate Ryou.)
phishschtick: (he won't.)
Omega19x: (Ryou still loves him, very much.)
phishschtick: (So does Kura. But... yeah. You don't go through something like that and have everything be perfect right away.)
Omega19x: (I know.)
Omega19x: (I doubt anything will feel normal around that household for a while. Is... Is kura going to leave?)
phishschtick: (That's what I was planning, since I have to go now too.)
Omega19x: (I meant, move out?)
phishschtick: (oh. heh. ...I don't know.)
Omega19x: (I'll just ignore my Ryou impuse to chase after you, since you're getting offline. And I'm sorry if I ruined everyting in this game now.)
Omega19x: (I really am sorry.)
phishschtick: (You didn't, it's fine.)
ph33r my rod: (( It had to be resolved sooner or later, right? :\ ))
phishschtick: (Uh huh.)
Omega19x: (better now than later.)
ph33r my rod: (( Better than leaving them both hanging. ))
Omega19x: (though to be honest, I learned that polygamous civil unions are permissable in the Netherlands, and had dreamed up a wedding plot...)
phishschtick: (...uh.)
Omega19x: (just in case)
Omega19x: (hey, now you know a random factoid.)
Omega19x: (but yeah, I knew deep down he had to choose.)
phishschtick: (It was bound to happen.)
Omega19x: (I guess he loves Kura, but he's in love with Malik.)
Omega19x: (they are different types of relationships though, if you analyze it.)
Omega19x: (one does feel more like family than romance.)
phishschtick: (Mmhm.)
Omega19x: (though, he did just protect your corpse a week or so ago, so don't forget what lengths your hikari will go for you!)
phishschtick: (^^ yep. I'll keep that in mind.)
Omega19x: (I guess it's not going to be a very merry christmas at the Ishtar house after all... huh.)
Omega19x: *Ryou looks back up at both his yami and Malik*
phishschtick: *looks at Ryou, then past him... he stands up from the couch and heads for the front door*
Omega19x: "...y...yami..." *whispered, under breath*
ph33r my rod: "..." *watches Bakura, still not really able to formulate coherent thoughts*
Omega19x: *still crying*
phishschtick: *chucks on his shoes, grabs his coat and throws open the door, walks out, and closes it behind him*
Omega19x: "... y...yami."
Omega19x: *gets up, and quickly rushes to the door, but doesn't see where he has gone to.*
Omega19x: "... wh..what have I done?"
ph33r my rod: *stands up* "Ryou..."
Omega19x: "...w...what... what have I done?" *just drops to his knees, crying*
phishschtick: (And now I leave. ;; )
ph33r my rod: (( ;;;;; *hugs Kura-mun* ))
Omega19x: (byebye)
Omega19x: (*HUUUUUUUUUUUUG*)
phishschtick: (bye. *group hug!*)
Omega19x: (*group huggle*)
Omega19x: (waaah, and everybody's crying...)(
phishschtick: (God, if my mom sees me like this I'll be interrogated like crazy. xx; )
phishschtick: (anywho, bye.)
Omega19x: (insist on catharsis?)
phishschtick: (...sure.)
Omega19x: (night)
phishschtick has left the room.
Omega19x: *on his knees, at the door, sobbing*
ph33r my rod: "..." *walks over to Ryou and kneels down beside him, placing his hands on his shoulders*
Omega19x: *cry* "..."
Omega19x: "... I... I had to choose..."
Omega19x: "I... I couldn't hurt you both... anymore... I..."
ph33r my rod: "...it had to happen sooner or later. It was... making all of us miserable."
Omega19x: "... I... I couldn't ask you to do that... I... I wasn't happy..."
Omega19x: "Nobody was..."
Omega19x: "... I... I do love both of you equally... Just... just in different ways... I think..."
Omega19x: "I... I love you... like a boyfriend... I... I love my yami... like a yami..."
Omega19x: "...an... aibou? Is that what Yugi always said?"
Omega19x: *crying*
ph33r my rod: "...you and Bakura are always going to have that bond. Nothing can break it."
Omega19x: "... I... I know..."
Omega19x: "... I... I didn't want to hurt anyone..."
Omega19x: "Especially not either of you..."
Omega19x: *just falls into Malik's arms, crying*
ph33r my rod: *just sits there and holds him, gently rubbing his back*
Omega19x: "...oh god... I... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..."
ph33r my rod: "Shh... it'll be okay... somehow. But it... had to be done, Ryou."
Omega19x: "I... I know..."
Omega19x: "... I... I just didn't want to hurt him..."
Omega19x: "or you..."
Omega19x: "And... and now I did..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *holds him tightly*
Omega19x: "... I... I'm sorry Malik... I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: (( brb ))
ph33r my rod: "...for...?"
Omega19x: "I'm sorry for all the times I've hurt you... for... for everything..."
Omega19x: "... for... for not being able to choose... for choosing..."
Omega19x: "I... I should feel happy... I... I'm no longer torn...but... but I... god... what have I done?"
ph33r my rod: "...give it time, Ryou. This was... I know this must've been so hard for you."
Omega19x: "... I... I would... I would rather have... have the shadow disease again..."
Omega19x: "...th...that is how terrible I feel..."
Omega19x: "oh god... I... I'm sorry..." *sobbing*
ph33r my rod: "...Gods, Ryou..." *hugs him tightly, burying his face in Ryou's hair* "I'm sorry it had to be like this..."
Omega19x: "... it's... it's my fault... not yours..."
Omega19x: "... really... it's not your fault at all..."
Omega19x: "...I... I shouldn't have tried to... to even make it work... It... you are two different worlds... I... I just wasn't strong enough to decide..."
Omega19x: "... this is all my fault..."
ph33r my rod: *is almost in tears himself, just sits there and holds him, offering whatever comfort he can*
Omega19x: *sniffle*
Omega19x: "... Do... do you think I... I did the right thing?"
ph33r my rod: "It... had to be done eventually. I don't know what would've happened if this had gone on any longer than it did..."
Omega19x: "I'm sorry... it did go on this long... I... I should have... known it wouldn't last... that... that you were just trying to make me happy... I... I was so selfish..."
Omega19x: "... Can... can you ever forgive me? Can.. .can he ever forgive me?"
ph33r my rod: "...I forgive you, you don't even have to ask that... but Bakura... just give him time. He'll... come around eventually."
Omega19x: "Oh Malik..."
Omega19x: *wraps his arms even tighter around Malik*
Omega19x: "... how did this happen... things were so simple when... when I was all alone..."
Omega19x: "... now... I don't know what's right..."
Omega19x: "... I... I just know that I love you..."
Omega19x: "... and that... that my yami... I... I don't love in that way... I... I would die for him... a million times over... but I... I don't love him in that way..."
Omega19x: "... He's my yami... but... but... well... there you go..." *sniffle*
ph33r my rod: *gently strokes his hair* "...I love you too. Always. And you... don't have to love someone romantically to care for them, and be there for them... Bakura will know this eventually."
Omega19x: "... I... I still know so little about love... I... I guess I didn't know that..."
Omega19x: "And it just made everything worse..."
Omega19x: "... I... I hope he... he won't hate me..."
Omega19x: "... he's... he's the other half of my soul... I... I don't know what I'd do without him..."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't know what I'd do without you either..." *finally looks up, into Malik's eyes*
ph33r my rod: "..." *reaches up, wiping the tears from Ryou's eyes*
Omega19x: *sniffle*
ph33r my rod: "...it'll be okay. Maybe not for a long time, but... it will."
Omega19x: "... a... a long time?"
ph33r my rod: "... Emotional wounds take a long time to heal. It may take weeks, months, years... but it will, someday."
Omega19x: "...years..."
Omega19x: "I... I'm never going to be happy again... am I..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *hugs Ryou tight, realizing he probably said the wrong thing*
Omega19x: *rests his head on Malik's shoulder.*
ph33r my rod: "I know it hurts to think about it like that, but... it's a fact of life... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: "... I... I deserve it... I do..."
Omega19x: "for... for hurting him... and for hurting you..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *sighs, gently kissing the side of his head* "...the pain will fade, I promise. I'll... I'll help you, okay?"
Omega19x: *weak nod*
Omega19x: "... o...okay..."
Omega19x: "I'll... t..try to be strong..."
Omega19x: *sniffles again, letting some more tears fall into Malik's shirt*
ph33r my rod: "...you're strong, Ryou. If you're strong enough to get through everything you have, then... you can get through this, too."
Omega19x: *weak nod*
Omega19x: "... I'll try..."
ph33r my rod: *offers him a faint smile, resting his hand on the side of Ryou's face* "Come on... let's get up out of the floor..."
Omega19x: *weak nod again, holding on to Malik*
ph33r my rod: *stands up, pulling Ryou with him*
Omega19x: *the sense of depression fills the room, though.*
ph33r my rod: *gives Ryou another big hug, as he can't really think to do much else*
Omega19x: "... Do you think he'll ever come back?"
ph33r my rod: "He will, eventually. He just... needs some time to come to terms with this. I know I would, if it were me."
Omega19x: "... I... I should just let him... be, then... shouldn't I..."
ph33r my rod: *nods*
Omega19x: "... I... I feel so terrible..."
Omega19x: "I... I had to choose... I... I did..."
Omega19x: "..."
ph33r my rod: *pulls Ryou over to the couch, sitting down* "It would've weighed on you too much if you didn't..."
Omega19x: "...I... I think... I made the right choice..."
ph33r my rod: "...in deciding to choose?"
Omega19x: "... and...and in how... I... how I chose... I think..."
Omega19x: "I hope..."
Omega19x: "... I... I love you so much, Malik... I... I don't know how or why it happened this way..."
Omega19x: *takes both of his hands into his* "... I... I want to be held, to... to be hugged and kissed... to be loved the way you love me..."
ph33r my rod: *gently squeezes his hands* "... I can do that."
Omega19x: "... I... I just don't want my yami to be all alone either...
ph33r my rod: "He won't be. No matter what, you two are still connected to each other. Not even I can break that kind of bond."
Omega19x: "I... know... But he deserves to be loved... like we love each other... too..."
Omega19x: *sigh*
ph33r my rod: "..." *pulls Ryou into his arms again, resting his chin on top of his head*
Omega19x: "His former self at least has your other self... Sometimes... I think if... if I wasn't there... He'd... he'd be all alone... and... I've been there... I've been all alone... Nobody deserves that..."
Omega19x: "nobody deserves to be all alone..."
ph33r my rod: *nods in agreement* "...not even him."
Omega19x: "... He's... not... alone, right? We're... we're still going to be there for each other... forever... right? Even.. if it's not... um... romantic?"
ph33r my rod: *nods* "As long as you're here, then he won't be alone."
Omega19x: *weak nod, and sniffle*
Omega19x: "... Malik?... h..hold me, please..."
ph33r my rod: *gently kisses Ryou's forehead, holding him tightly* "...of course."
Omega19x: *wraps his arms around Malik's shoulders, and just hugs him, for the longest time imaginable*
Omega19x: "... oh I hope he's all right..."
Omega19x: "...and... and that he'll come home... soon..."
ph33r my rod: "Just give him time to sort things out. He'll come back when he's ready..."
Omega19x: *nod*
Omega19x: "I... I'd need that too..."
Omega19x: "maybe... I do."
Omega19x: "I... I feel so bad... I don't think I could even eat cream puffs..."
Omega19x: "... this... you have no idea how hard that... that was..."
ph33r my rod: "...I can't even imagine how hard it must've been for you..."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't think I like... being assertive..."
Omega19x: "... but I'm glad you were honest... with me... If... if we are going to love each other... we... we have to be honest..."
Omega19x: "That's... what... boyfriends do..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "I wouldn't lie to you, Ryou. All of us knew that it... wasn't going to work the way we wanted it to."
Omega19x: "I know."
Omega19x: "And things will... get better... right?"
ph33r my rod: "They will. However long it takes... it will get better."
Omega19x: (*sniffle* Love is measured in units of koosh balls)
Omega19x: "..." *an attempt at a weak smile*
ph33r my rod: (( ...I feel bad that I giggled at that. ))
Omega19x: (an old phrase from an ex-boyfriend.)
ph33r my rod: (( Ah. ))
ph33r my rod: *gently strokes the side of Ryou's face, giving him an equally weak smile*
Omega19x: "... maybe we... just need to go to bed..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "...you've been crying a lot. You're tired..."
Omega19x: "... I... I should probably take my medicine too... before it gets too late..."
ph33r my rod: "...okay."
Omega19x: *sniffle*
Omega19x: "... maybe... I... I should just sleep on the couch tonight..."
ph33r my rod: "...if that's what you want, then..."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't think I want to be up in my room..."
Omega19x: "... not tonight..."
ph33r my rod: "...or you can stay with me, if you want to. It's your choice."
Omega19x: "... o...okay..." *eyes on floor* "... if... if it's not... um... awkward..."
ph33r my rod: "I don't want you to be alone tonight... or ever."
Omega19x: *weak smile*
Omega19x: *and up the stairs they go*
Omega19x: *and in to the future...* <-- bad cliche.
ph33r my rod: (( ...very bad cliché. Am tempted to shoot, but am too wibbly. ))
Omega19x: (is too.)
ph33r my rod: (( On a completely unrelated note, you have an IC!sister now. ))
Omega19x: (but hopefully this will cause less angst over the long run?)
Omega19x: (oh dear.)
Omega19x: (stop coming back from the dead!)
Omega19x: (the little bishie, his heart can't take much more!)
ph33r my rod: (( T_T *pets him* ))
Omega19x: (one Amane is enough...)
Omega19x: (another one... oh dear...)
Omega19x: (poor Ryou.)
ph33r my rod: (( Everything seems to happen to him, doesn't it? ;; ))
Omega19x: (it's his lot in life. Some people were just born to suffer...)
ph33r my rod: (( It's like he has a huge "kick me" sign permanently grafted onto his back. ))
Omega19x: (watch one be there. Hey, you've got tattoos on your back. Same thing.)
Omega19x: (that, or karma exists, and he's paying for the sins of his ancestors...)
Omega19x: (and have you seen Ryou's latest post?)
ph33r my rod: (( What, the new parody? ))
ph33r my rod: (( Or Ryou's actual post? ))
Omega19x: actual post.
Omega19x: (and the comments)
ph33r my rod: (( Yeah, I saw. Malik's about two seconds from sending his yami after Mokuba. ^^; ))
Omega19x: (one.)
Omega19x: (two.)
ph33r my rod: (( ...and Siegfried. ))
Omega19x: (three.)
ph33r my rod: (( Not literally. ))
Omega19x: (eleventeen)
Omega19x: (twenty-twelve)
Omega19x: (three)
ph33r my rod: (( XDDD ))
Omega19x: (pi)
Omega19x: (nine)
Omega19x: (two million, one hundred seventy two thousand, eight hundred and ninety one.)
ph33r my rod: (( Eleventy billion... ))
Omega19x: (yeah, Malik comment would be appreciated.)
ph33r my rod: (( *tries to formulate one* ))
ph33r my rod: (( *done* ))
Omega19x: (back)
Omega19x: (wait. written back)
ph33r my rod: (( XD ))
Omega19x: (and any way to shut up Mokuba would be appreciated.)
ph33r my rod: (( *thinks* ))
Omega19x: (Mokuba needs the rod up his ass sometimes)
Omega19x: (and not the rod he wants up there)
ph33r my rod: (( *got to use Malik's new pissed!icon* ))
Omega19x: oooh, new pissed icon!
ph33r my rod: (( ...granted, it's the same picture as the last one, but. :x ))
Omega19x: (I like it without the floating texty text)
Omega19x: (yeah, that's good. let's use the same word as a adjective and a noun to further emphasize my point)
ph33r my rod: (( ...that text was so text-y, yes. ))
Omega19x: yeah.
Omega19x: wow... this is like the biggest comment line I've ever gotten.
ph33r my rod: o_o Probably.
Omega19x: and we've all come to the conclusion that Ryou is a moron.
Omega19x: we = Mokuba
ph33r my rod: *facepalm*
ph33r my rod: They just don't understand. >O
Omega19x: (and with that, I need to go to sleep. Feel free to argue with Mokuba more. Or bump up the comments I've got... lol.)
Omega19x: (ttyl.)
ph33r my rod: (( XD Kay, night. ))
Omega19x has left the room.