Omega19x returned at 9:14:01 PM.
Omega19x: *back*
ph33r my rod: WB~
Omega19x: so, how's Ryou!Malik?
ph33r my rod: Feeling a bit better, I'd say. :3
Omega19x: yay!
Omega19x: I do wonder what Mokuba will think of this whole mess.
ph33r my rod: *snerk* XD
ph33r my rod: I'm sure he'd crack a few of them "one's inside the other" jokes. 8|
Omega19x: heh.
Omega19x: hm, what other things can Ryou and Malik do to determine what is body and what is mind?
Omega19x: the kiss trembling experiment forthcoming of course.
ph33r my rod: ... *teh think*
Omega19x: though I wonder when Malik will be well enough to crave cream puffs.
ph33r my rod: ...hee. XD
ph33r my rod: Prolly by tomorrow or something. :X
Omega19x: shall we jump back into some rp?
ph33r my rod: *nodnod*
Omega19x: *sitting in one of Seto's many living rooms* "... Are you feeling any better?"
ph33r my rod: *yawns a little, having woke up from a short nap a few minutes before* "...a bit, yeah."
Omega19x: *smiles* "I'm glad."
Omega19x: "here... I brought you some more tea. Have you taken your... um... my medicine yet?"
ph33r my rod: *nods and sits up a bit, propping himself up on his helbow* "...uh huh. Before I went to sleep."
Omega19x: "... it should help you feel a little better... probably not too much. But hopefully you... um... I... didn't catch anything.
Omega19x: That's what that second bottle of pills was for..."
ph33r my rod: "...nnn." *leans against the back of the sofa, still tired but feeling considerably better than he had been before*
Omega19x: "..." *looks down* "... I... sorry... I just don't want anything to happen to you..."
ph33r my rod: "...well, I did take the medicine." *small smile* "So... I should be fine."
Omega19x: *sits down on the couch next to Ryou!Malik, and snuggles up against him* "... I'm not hurting you... am I?"
ph33r my rod: *shakes head, leaning against Malik!Ryou* "...no."
Omega19x: *leans in again then*
Omega19x: "I'm... I'm not used to being in this body... I guess I'm just a little afraid I'll... I'll crush you or something... Your hands are so big, well... everything about you seems big to me..."
ph33r my rod: (( ... *cough* ))
Omega19x: (... this is Ryou here.)
ph33r my rod: (( *mind in gutter* 8D;; ))
Omega19x: (need I point out that YOU're now wearing MmmK pants...)
ph33r my rod: (( ...oh dear. ))
Omega19x: (yeah, that's what I thought.)
ph33r my rod: "...you're not going to hurt me. I'll tell you if you do, okay?"
Omega19x: *weak nod* "... okay."
Omega19x: *wraps his arms around Ryou!Malik, pulling him into a nice hug*
ph33r my rod: *shifts around a bit, so that he's sitting in Malik!Ryou's lap* "...hn... you're... er, I'm..." *thinks* "...warm."
Omega19x: "... th...thank you?"
Omega19x: "... your body is... it's very warm."
ph33r my rod: "...mm." *snuggles closer* "...prolly comes from living in Egypt most of my life."
Omega19x: *weak smile* "Are you cold?"
ph33r my rod: "A little bit, yeah..."
Omega19x: *wraps his arms around Ryou!Malik, and holds both his hands.* "...maybe this will warm you up a little"
ph33r my rod: *blushes a little and nods*
Omega19x: "... this... this seems so weird... I know it's you... but seeing myself sitting in my lap..."
Omega19x: "... for a minute, I'd think of my yami... but... but he doesn't look nearly as frail."
ph33r my rod: "...heh." *looks up at him* "I almost kinda think of other me, but... you're so much nicer than he is, and..." *sighs*
Omega19x: "... Malik... c...can I ask you something?"
ph33r my rod: *blinks* "...go ahead."
Omega19x: "Do... um... do you always get strange... feelings... down there... whenever I sit... in your lap? It... feels funny..."
Omega19x: "I... I'm not hurting your body, am i?"
ph33r my rod: *blink blink* "..." *BLUSH* "Um. No, uh... not at all..."
Omega19x: *sees the blush, and realizes it's something like... that...*
Omega19x: *superblush* "... sorry... sorry... sorry..."
ph33r my rod: "...for what?"
Omega19x: *blush*
Omega19x: "... th...that feeling... it... it means you... you want to... you know... um... to me... right? I think I've heard... that's what it means..."
Omega19x: *superblush*
ph33r my rod: "..." *fidgets nervously* "Well, uh... I um... try to keep it under control, and uh..." *blush*
Omega19x: "You... Mokuba's... right... isn't he... That... you really do want... um..."
Omega19x: *blush*
Omega19x: "... I... I... don't understand..."
ph33r my rod: "No, that's not it at all... I mean, it's not that I don't want you, but..." *buries his face in himself!Ryou's shoulder, trying not to talk himself into a corner* "... I promised you that I'd wait until you were ready, and I intend to keep that promise. But... I can't help that feeling sometimes. It's an involuntary reaction..." *hopes he makes sense*
Omega19x: "... in... involuntary reaction?"
Omega19x: "... l..like a heartbeat?"
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "I... sometimes I don't have much control over my hormones?"
Omega19x: "... it... m..means you want me..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *pulls back a bit, looking down* "...I'm sorry if you're... uncomfortable or anything. I should be able to supress it, because I don't want to push you into anything..." *sighs*
Omega19x: "... s... no... I should be sorry... I... I didn't know... um... I never really felt... um... things like that... Well, a... a little... but... not like this..."
ph33r my rod: *glances up at him, feeling a bit guilty*
Omega19x: *looks down* "... s...sorry..."
ph33r my rod: "Ryou..." *gently lifts up himself!Ryou's chin, feeling a little unnerved as he stares into his own eyes* "Please don't think that's all I want you for, because I swear it's not. I love you... and not just because you're pretty, but..." *moves his hand down, resting over his own heart* "...for what's in there." *blush*
Omega19x: "... is... is this ... um... feeling... g..good or ... or bad?"
Omega19x: *really doesn't know*
ph33r my rod: "...it kinda depends on your outlook, really." *doesn't quite know how to explain*
Omega19x: "... I've... kind of... um... maybe felt something... like it... kind of... I... I thought there was something wrong with me..."
ph33r my rod: "Well, it's... it doesn't have anything to do with health, I know that much."
Omega19x: "... it... hurts... though... kind of..."
Omega19x: "... well... not exactly the... the pain... I'm used to..."
Omega19x: "... I... I don't understand..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *slides out of his lap, leaning against his side* "...just give it a couple of minutes and it should subside..."
Omega19x: "... I'm... sorry..."
Omega19x: (I guess the raging Nalik Bear libido is physical, and not just mental)
ph33r my rod: (( Guesso. @@; ))
Omega19x: "... s...sorry..." *Malik!Ryou stood up, starting to sniffle, and walked to the corner of the room*
ph33r my rod: "..." *follows after him, still a little wobbly on his feet* "Ryou... please don't blame yourself..."
Omega19x: "... I... I... don't even know how to love... not... not in this body... or... or mine..." *sniffle, cry*
Omega19x: "... I don't know... wh..whether I... I should be a...ashamed that I... I feel like this or... or whether I don't in my own body... or... or how to make it start or stop... or... I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: *walks up behind himself!Ryou, wrapping his arms around his waist* "...just give it a minute or so... and it'll go away, I promise."
Omega19x: *cries*
Omega19x: "... it... hurts..."
Omega19x: "... me... being close to you hurts... Just... just like before... or... always..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *suddenly tightens his grip around Malik!Ryou, feeling himself start to tear up a bit*
Omega19x: "... I... I must always hurt you..." *tries to look Malik... um... himself... in the eyes*
Omega19x: (inner!Ryou!Malik: um... I've grown used to it?)
ph33r my rod: *looks up at him, reaching up to wipe the tears from his face* "...not being close to you is what hurts the most."
Omega19x: *he's right, the feeling does go away*
Omega19x: *wraps his arms around Malik tightly, almost jumping on him* "... I'm... sorry..."
ph33r my rod: *just hugs Ryou, gently kissing his cheek* "I should be the sorry one..."
Omega19x: "... this... this is... scary... okay?"
Omega19x: "... I... I want my... my own body back..."
Omega19x: "...at least the... the pain, and the shocks, and the weakness, at least I know what it is..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "...we'll figure out some way to change us back. Because you're... feeling all of these things you've never felt before, and... it should be you feeling them on your own, not you being in my body..."
Omega19x: "... I... I just know I'm doing something wrong in here..."
ph33r my rod: "It's not really wrong... but it can be uncomfortable at times."
Omega19x: *cries a little bit on Malik's... his... shoulder.*
Omega19x: "... you... you're used to it... like... like I'm... I'm used to what... what goes on in... in my body?
Omega19x: (hm, I just read a web discussion on whether sending Ryou to the shadow realm counts as abuse.)
ph33r my rod: *nods and holds Ryou, gently rubbing his... own... back*
ph33r my rod: (( ... *facepalm* ))
Omega19x: (funny place is where I read it. christianforums.com.)
ph33r my rod: (( ...WTF. *ded* ))
Omega19x: (I think their conclusion, in between off topic crap, was that his yami was starving him. But I got lost in the off topic crap and 'blessing count' of the posters)
Omega19x: (that and icons about how santa claus didn't die for your sins)
ph33r my rod: (( ...okay, now that gets a big WTF too. D: ))
ph33r my rod: (( On both counts. ))
Omega19x: (and this wtf moment was brought to you by the letters W, T, and F, respectively.)
Omega19x: "... it's... don't... don't get me wrong... It's a wonderful body... it's nice... to be able to breathe, and... and carry someone, and fly in a plane without wanting to die... but... it's... it's really scary..."
ph33r my rod: "...I know it is." *twitches a little at a sudden shock from the pacemaker* "It's... scary for me too."
Omega19x: "... t..today I've... I've seen you... um... well... and touched... i... I feel so embarrassed... and... and I... I don't think i can do this..."
Omega19x: "... not in... in my body... or... Oh Malik, I'm sorry..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *doesn't quite know what to say to that*
Omega19x: "... is... is this... what love really feels like?" *crying*
Omega19x: "is this what I'm supposed to feel like?"
ph33r my rod: *reaches up and cups his own face in his hands* "Ryou..." *swallows sudden lump in his throat* "...love isn't supposed to be painful. I... I don't want you to hurt in any way..."
Omega19x: "... I... I'm so... so confused..."
Omega19x: "I don't know what to make of... of how I'm feeling... or... or what we've done today... or... (or what pronoun to use)..."
Omega19x: "I... I... want to... to kiss you... but all these other feelings... they make me scared to even try it..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *leans up and briefly kisses Ryou, pulling away after a couple of seconds*
Omega19x: *as their lips meet, Ryou trembles.*
Omega19x: (happy, it's a mental thing.)
ph33r my rod: (( ... *was hoping it would be physical* D: Because then it'd be solid proof that Ryou does want to kiss him, and his body's just reacting involuntarily? x.x ))
Omega19x: "... I... I like th..that... better than... than this... this new feeling..."
Omega19x: (but the trembling is not an indication of Ryou NOT wanting to kiss him. He DOES want to kiss him.)
ph33r my rod: (( ...oh. :o ))
ph33r my rod: (( *is totally lost now* ))
Omega19x: (trembling =/= not wanting)
ph33r my rod: (( Well, I didn't mean it so much as not wanting it as I did being scared. ^^; ))
Omega19x: (people can tremble for different reasons though. Some people tremble out of joy.)
Omega19x: (its in the ending of Charlotte's Web for Ra's sake.)
ph33r my rod: (( ...ohhh. ))
Omega19x: (I don't think Ryou trembles completely out of fear. I think it's just how he reacts.)
Omega19x: (because it's clear he likes the kisses.)
ph33r my rod: (( Okay, I get it now. Kinda. XD; ))
Omega19x: (he's still uncomfortable with it sometimes, but he isn't afraid of it.)
Omega19x: (before, it might have been fear, but I think he trembles more out of pleasure now...)
Omega19x: (yeah, that makes it really easy for Malik to tell the difference, doesn't it.)
ph33r my rod: (( It really does. :x ))
Omega19x: "... at least... I understand those... the.. the kisses... I think."
ph33r my rod: "...you do?"
Omega19x: "these other feelings... I... I don't understand them at all. I... I just want them to stop for now... They... they scare me..."
Omega19x: "the kisses... I... I like them...":
Omega19x: "they still make me tremble... but... but I do like them..."
Omega19x: *blushes*
Omega19x: "... I guess... the trembling is... all in my head though..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *hesitantly pulls him into another kiss, a bit longer than the first one*
Omega19x: *a weak smile*
ph33r my rod: *hugs Ryou tightly, burying his face in his own chest to stifle a slight cough*
Omega19x: *felt his... Malik's... his... body tremble*
Omega19x: "... you... you should be... resting..."
ph33r my rod: "I know, but... I want to be with you." *coughs again*
Omega19x: "... I'll stay with you..."
Omega19x: *takes him to whatever bedroom Seto probably wanted them to stay in*
Omega19x: "... I... I don't want to be alone either..."
ph33r my rod: "...okay."
Omega19x: *climbs onto the bed*
Omega19x: "... Malik... do... do you mind... will it hurt... if... if I put my... well, your, head... on your... um... my chest?"
ph33r my rod: *climbs on the bed, laying down* "...go ahead."
Omega19x: "just to... feel... my... your... heart."
Omega19x: "... maybe hearing something familiar... will... will make me feel a little more... at ease..."
Omega19x: "I'm sorry Malik... I... I just feel so... strange..."
Omega19x: "... oh... you probably feel the same way..."
ph33r my rod: *twitches again at another shock* "...a little, yeah."
Omega19x: "... at least... even if we're scared... we can be scared together..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods and holds his arms out for Ryou*
Omega19x: "I'll help you understand what's going on in there... if... if you'll help me understand what's in here..."
ph33r my rod: "...I'll help you."
Omega19x: *lays down right next to his chest, listening to the erratic, yet forced to be normal, heartbeat*
Omega19x: "... t..thank you..."
Omega19x: *sniffles, and wraps his arms around Malik*
Omega19x: *not too much later, and they're both asleep*
Omega19x: (sorry. I guess that kind of went in a direction I didn't plan...)
ph33r my rod: (( DX Characters took minds of their own again, huh. ))
Omega19x: (oh yeah)
ph33r my rod: (( What were you planning on? O.o; ))
Omega19x: (I have no idea.)