ph33r my rod: *out at... some place other than home or
work, um, FOOD PLACE IS GOOD -- answers cellphone*
...hello?
BEWD CEO: Isis?
BEWD CEO: 'S Seto.
ph33r my rod: *blinks* Oh. Hello.
BEWD CEO: Um, is this a bad time?
ph33r my rod: No, not at all.
BEWD CEO: Good. So...yeah, that whole...Atemu
thing...is he still at your place?
ph33r my rod: ...not as far as I know. He was still asleep
when I left for work this morning, and there's a party going
on at the house now, so I doubt he's till there...
BEWD CEO: Ah, I see. *blink* Wait, party, what?
ph33r my rod: For the Jounouchis. Malik volunteered to
have it at our house, so... I just hope nothing's broken.
BEWD CEO: Ah. Well, depending on who's there...
BEWD CEO: (XD Broken window~)
ph33r my rod: (( *snerk* ))
BEWD CEO: So, he just told you basically about our
argument, right?
ph33r my rod: Yes. He didn't go into much detail.
BEWD CEO: Hn. Figures...
BEWD CEO: ...Yeah, so...where are you, anyway?
ph33r my rod: At a little restaurant over by the museum.
I figured I probably shouldn't go home yet, it's bound to be
mass chaos over there...
BEWD CEO: Okay. Can I just ask for my favor now
and have you listen to me for a while and stop me if I rant
or get hysterical? It's pretty lonely in the house with
Amane and Mokuba at the party and Atemu gone, but
I'd rather not talk to any of them...
ph33r my rod: *blinks* ... Sure.
BEWD CEO: All right, thanks in advance. So...you
heard about the Moki and Mokuba thing, right? They
wanna move in to their own mansion, and I don't want
Mokuba to. Which...pissed a few people off for reasons
I can't understand...
ph33r my rod: Yes, I heard about that...
BEWD CEO: Right, so after I hung around the museum,
I went back home, and Atemu decided to barge in and
start arguing. I don't get why he thinks it's his decisions; I
don't care if Moki went and told him. Moki can go do
whatever he wants, damn it, because it's none of MY
business, but I have the right to keep Mokuba from
doing what I don't want him to...you know? It just
seems like nobody thinks I have any say in this. He's
thirteen, for god's sake, and he's already an irrepairable
mess.
ph33r my rod: You do have a say in it. You're his older
brother, and also his legal guardian.
BEWD CEO: Exactly, that's what I've been saying, but
apparently, nobody believes me. I mean, I'm only a few
years older and practically as messed up as he is, but
hell, I think I know a little more...
ph33r my rod: Well... if your brother feels strongly
enough about something, then he'll do it regardless of what
you say... I of all people should know that. I'm sorry, I
really don't know what to tell you there...
BEWD CEO: I know, I already know he's going to end
up doing this under my nose, and I even told Atemu that.
It only seemed to piss him off. So...yeah, we argued. A
lot. Hell, as if I was gonna change my mind. And then
he, I dunno...kinda lost it a bit. *uncomfortable* I mean,
it's like he completely veered off topic in order to...I
don't even know what. I think everything he did was in
attempt to get me to hate him so he can get over me.
*sighs*
ph33r my rod: ... He did tell me he said some fairly bad
things.
BEWD CEO: Tch, by your comment, it sounded like he
said almost nothing about it...
BEWD CEO: Like what kind of things was he saying
happened?
ph33r my rod: He said it started off with you two arguing
about Mokuba, and how you were being stubborn... and
somehow he made a 'horrid' comment about Pegasus and
threatened you with his shadow magic. That's really all he
told me...
ph33r my rod: ...and that you needed to be taught a
lesson.
BEWD CEO: *snorts*
BEWD CEO: Bastard.
BEWD CEO: I got the 'lesson' part of it. Tho what he
was 'teaching' me, I have no clue...
BEWD CEO: He made a 'horrid' comment, all right.
About twenty of them, probably just to get a reaction
outta me...
BEWD CEO: He was being completely like a jackass.
You have no idea how much I was restraining myself
from just getting up and decking him one or five. I don't
understand him.
BEWD CEO: I don't see why he'd go to you, no
offense, anyway.
ph33r my rod: It was surprising, yes. We haven't really
spoken to each other since the gods...
BEWD CEO: Yeah, see, I don't get that. And geez,
you'd think he of all people would respect my wishes,
eh? So much for THAT; the guy snapped, I swear to
god. It was not, shall we say, pretty.
BEWD CEO: Understatement of the year, by the way.
ph33r my rod: ... Nobody got hurt, did they?
BEWD CEO: ...Well...he slapped me once, but...
BEWD CEO: People seem to like doing that lately.
BEWD CEO: Well...hm...I don't think it was so much
people getting physically hurt as...heh, as emotionally
scarred or...something like that. *nervous chuckle*
ph33r my rod: ...well, I told Atemu to give you some time
to cool down, and you have your reasons for not wanting
Mokuba to live by himself... and you had a reason to be
angry. Personally, if someone told me how to raise my
brother, I'd get angry too...
BEWD CEO: I...it wasn't just that. I didn't really get
pissed off at that. I mean, heh, people can say I'm he
worst brother ever and can't raise squat, much less a kid,
and I won't care, really. But he...I mean, he wouldn't let
the Pegasus thing go, y'know? And then he got...really
pissed off...which wasn't good, since I was pissed at him
for that at the very same time...heh...
ph33r my rod: ... *doesn't ask about the Pegasus thing - if
he got angry, then he wouldn't want to talk about it* I
really don't know what to tell you, Seto... it sounds like it
was just a really bad evening for both of you.
BEWD CEO: Y-you don't have to say anything, okay?
I'm not really expecting much in that area. I just
think...y'know, someone should know all that went
down. And I just feel like...talking. For once. Which,
heh, hardly ever happens...yeah...
ph33r my rod: ...I see. It is best to get it out of your head
somehow, or else everything will just build up over time.
BEWD CEO: Heh, yeah, that...has a tendancy to
happen.
BEWD CEO: So he...yeah, he just snapped, y'know,
and he started...trying to act like Pegasus, which was
damned creepy. He...
BEWD CEO: ...You're not gonna tell people about this,
are you?
ph33r my rod: I wouldn't...
BEWD CEO: ...All right. So as if I wasn't freaking out
bad enough with all he said...he threatens to use his
magic...freezing me in place and that shit. And he did use
it, too. I could only talk.
BEWD CEO: And then he threatened to...
BEWD CEO: ...*long pause*...
BEWD CEO: ...I don't understand him, really, I don't.
BEWD CEO: I don't see how it wasn't real, any of it,
the damned bastard.
ph33r my rod: ...the way he was talking, he made it
sound like you were the enemy. He said you kicked him
out, and... I doubt that's the case.
BEWD CEO: NO! No, that's not the case at all!
BEWD CEO: How dare he say that after what he did!
ph33r my rod: *winces a little at the outburst*
BEWD CEO: I mean, he thinks he can get away with
making me out to be the bad guy when he was the one
oh-so-ready to rape me all over again?! What is wrong
with him?!
ph33r my rod: *silence* ...
BEWD CEO: I...I mean...he put me down on the bed,
and I couldn't move, and he was so close, and honest to
god, I thought he was going to, but...but...
ph33r my rod: *shocked* Seto... you...
BEWD CEO: ...I mean, he let me go...and...I just
wanted him to go away, but he wouldn't...
BEWD CEO: He went back to normal and he
practically tried to comfort me...
BEWD CEO: DAMN HIM! How can he act like
nothing happened?!
ph33r my rod: I... had no idea it was that bad...
BEWD CEO: And I didn't want him touching me,
because I don't WANT people to touch me, but he just
kept on hugging me, and he wasn't helping damn it, I...
He pretty much decided on his own...t-to leave, after
being rather happy that I 'hated' him now, so he could
move on...
BEWD CEO: *finally calms down a bit* ...I...um, I have
a bit of this...problem--well, maybe it's not so much a
problem; it's probably natural, but...it's like, every now
and then...I mean, it'll just play through my mind,
y'know? Like it's happening to me again? That was
happening. And I just...I mean, he probably didn't
know, but still, there was that, and I was just...just sitting
there, and he wouldn't leave me alone until he finally went
to pack his things...
ph33r my rod: ...gods, Seto... I never thought that Atemu
would do something like that... *is at a complete loss*
BEWD CEO: ...Yeah...neither did I. I mean...I think it
was...probably just him trying to teach me some lesson,
or maybe he really snapped...but he certainly scared the
shit out of me. ...I kinda broke a few things in my room,
too.
BEWD CEO: Don't hate him, okay?
BEWD CEO: I don't really want you to hate him just
because of that.
ph33r my rod: Oh, I don't hate him... he showed up at my
house in tears last night, and he looked like he was really
sorry about everything. I just... I'm worried about the both
of you.
BEWD CEO: For good reason, I'm sure, heh. If you
couldn't already tell, I'm reeeaaally hating life right now.
Doesn't seem to like me back, I guess.
ph33r my rod: ...I can tell. I'm sorry all of that happened,
and after our discussion yesterday...
BEWD CEO: Yeah, I know. I figured we'd argue,
but...
BEWD CEO: I just don't know if I can trust him now.
BEWD CEO: I mean...it's one thing to threaten
something, and it's another to make someone...*goes
quiet* relive their worst memory again, and I certainly don't
need any help with that.
ph33r my rod: I can't even imagine how much that must
have hurt...
BEWD CEO: ...Yeah.
BEWD CEO: Um, so...thanks for listening to that rant
there.
ph33r my rod: ...you're welcome. It's really a lot to take
in, though...
BEWD CEO: I'm sorry. I just thought...yeah. Just
wanted to get that out there, and everyone's at the
party...
ph33r my rod: It's alright, I understand. Do you feel any
better, having let it out a bit...?
BEWD CEO: ...Surprisingly, yeah, a bit.
BEWD CEO: I mean, despite the whole me almost on
the verge of another breakdown, heh.
ph33r my rod: Well... let me know if you need to vent
anything, okay? I can't guarantee that I'll be able to help,
but I can at least listen.
BEWD CEO: I don't really expect you to help.
BEWD CEO: But then, I'm the rather pathetic kinda
person who doesn't happen to think many people can
help me. Quite pathetic. Gonna have to work on that
self confidence thing.
ph33r my rod: ...well, I'm just saying. If you just need to
talk, and don't want to use the journals, then...
BEWD CEO: Yeah, yeah, I get it. Thanks.
BEWD CEO: ...Can you handle me telling you one
more thing? Because, y'know, I wanna be perfectly
honest with you, and I think you deserve an answer...
ph33r my rod: ...I think so, yes.
BEWD CEO: Those cuts on my arms you wanted an
answer about?
BEWD CEO: ...I did that.
BEWD CEO: ...So, yeah, thanks for listening. I guess
I'll see you around. *quickly gets off before she can say
anything, facepalming for thinking himself an idiot for
saying that*
ph33r my rod: *starts to say something, but is cut off by
the phone hanging up* ...