Omega19x: *so, Ryou watches his other self head to the door, and gets up to go to the kitchen, when he sees Malik on the stairs. And he looks as though he's been there a long time.*
ph33r my rod: *just... standing there, looking blank*
Omega19x: *freezes*
Omega19x: *he's like a deer in headlights. Someone could probably walk by with an entire plate of cream puffs, and he is so stunned, he'd never notice they were there.*
Omega19x: "... M...m...M...alik..."
ph33r my rod: "......." *turns around, slowly walking back into his room*
Omega19x: "... Malik..." *whispered, holding a hand out as he goes*
ph33r my rod: *there is no slamming of doors or anything, so it's pretty safe to assume he's not angry*
Omega19x: *Ryou's head droops, and he just falls to the floor.*
Omega19x: "... n...now he'll hate me for sure..."
Omega19x: *just... crying*
ph33r my rod: *hears Ryou crying, eventually comes back out, slowly making his way down the stairs*
Omega19x: "I've... I've ruined everything... I... I can't do anything right..."*just curled up in a ball on the living room floor*
Omega19x: *sobbing in his hands*
Omega19x: "Why can't I love him the... the way he... he deserves to be loved..."
Omega19x: "Why am I so... so scared..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *kneels down next to Ryou, hesitantly draping an arm around his shoulders*
Omega19x: *weakly looks up* "... pl...please don't... h...hate me..."
Omega19x: *trembles*
ph33r my rod: *pulls Ryou close, just hugging him* "...sorry."
Omega19x: "... I... I should be... the... the sorry one..."
Omega19x: *just looks down* "... h...how much di...did you..h..hear?"
ph33r my rod: "...first thing I heard was something about... a year ago I could barely touch you without you trying to get away." *voice just sounds... sad*
Omega19x: "... you... he..heard a ... lot..."
ph33r my rod: "..." *nods* "I... made you think that I want you to be someone else, didn't I."
Omega19x: "It's... not like that now... I... I don't want to... to get away... I... I... I love how you... you... hold me... Please.. I... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: "I... I'm just... s..scared... please... It's so hard... and... and the pants, and the Yugi... and... oh Malik..." *just leaps into his arms, sobbing like mad*
ph33r my rod: *just holds him as tightly as he can, shaking a bit*
Omega19x: "I... I was going to... to tell you... about Egypt, really... Your... your yami still has the rod... so... so it wasn't for sure... but... but I have to go and help him... I can't let him do it alone... I... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: "... if... if you want me to wear the pants, I'll wear them... I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: (IT ALL COMES DOWN TO PANTS!!)
ph33r my rod: "No, no, it's... it's okay..." *gently strokes his hair, trying his hardest not to cry*
Omega19x: "no... It's not okay..."
Omega19x: "I... I know you... you hate it when I... I don't tell you everything... I... I... I didn't tell you... and... and I'm sorry..."
Omega19x: "I... I just knew you'd be mad... and hurt... because I... I have to help him too... and... and you might think I... I didn't love you, but I do... and then you'd be sad... and... it's all my fault..."
ph33r my rod: "No, I know you do... I just..." *shaking* "That part is all me. I just feel like I'm still having to share you, and... it hurts. I try to, and it's... it's just hard, okay? It's not you..."
Omega19x: "... It is me... you... You felt like this be...before I chose you... and you still do... I... I've failed at... at being a boyfriend... I... I'm sorry I'm not very good... I'm sorry I... I can't... you know... I... I don't like it when people are in me... I... it scares me... I... I don't want to be controlled, or... or be pushed back in my mind... I... I don't want it. I don't want it. I don't want it... please... don't hurt me..."
ph33r my rod: "Ryou, I'm not gonna hurt you, I'd never ever hurt you..." *can't hold it in any longer, clutches Ryou closelt and just cries* "I just want to make you happy... make you feel all of the love you'd missed out on for so long... I don't want you to hurt anymore..."
Omega19x: *cries too*
Omega19x: "Love is... is so hard... It's so much harder than... not feeling at all..."
ph33r my rod: "It's hard, yes, but... it's better than not feeling anything... right?"
Omega19x: "it makes you smile, and it makes you cry... and... and I... I wouldn't trade it... no... "
Omega19x: "But there's so much I... I just don't know... and I'm trying to learn, and I'm trying so hard... and I don't want to lose you..."
Omega19x: "I don't want to lose you like Siegfried said I would... or like Amane thinks I might... or because I put on my other self's pants... or... or if I go help my yami try... try and make peace... He's been alone for three thousand years..."
Omega19x: "I was alone for... ten..."
ph33r my rod: "You won't lose me... not now, not ever." *pulls back and looks Ryou in the eyes, wiping some of his tears away*
Omega19x: "I was so afraid I was going to lose you yesterday... I... I almost didn't win that duel... I... if I would have lost... I... I don't know what I would have done..."
ph33r my rod: "But you didn't lose. You saved me. That... that alone tels me how much you care." *strokes the side of his face* "I'd... do the same for you any day, and you know that. You've seen it. And... I told you that even if you hadn't picked me, I'd still be there for you, and everything else... I will regardless."
Omega19x: "... Malik, you know that I... I have to help my yami... It's going to come down to a choice... between freeing Zorc and putting his family to rest... and... without me there... he'll probably pick the first one."
Omega19x: "And if he does... he'll... he'll kill us all..."
Omega19x: "I want you there... but... I... I have to do this..."
ph33r my rod: "...I know. I'm just scared... if I lost you, I don't know what I'd do. I'd... want to die just so I could be with you again..." *rests his head on Ryou's shoulder*
Omega19x: "... I... I feel the same way..."
ph33r my rod: *sighs, just holding on to Ryou as if he'd slip away...* "...please, just promise me you'll come back alive."
Omega19x: "I... I... hope I can keep that promise..."
ph33r my rod: "...please."
Omega19x: *looks down, knowing that the future is uncertain.* "... I... I promise..."
Omega19x: (why do I have the feeling Malik is going to follow him to Egypt without being spotted...)
ph33r my rod: (( *innocent look* :D;;; ))
Omega19x: (you sooo will, though. LOL)
ph33r my rod: (( Totally. :X Ryou's gonna need someone there for when Bakura inevitably disappears when his mun goes on vacation ;D ))
Omega19x: (oh yes.)
Omega19x: (he will need it.)
ph33r my rod: (( Very much so. ;; ))
Omega19x: (and it would be interesting for Malik to join Ryou on the quest in the afterlife to help save his yami too.)
Omega19x: (it would give the phrase 'till death do us part' a whole new meaning!)
Omega19x: (and be fun.)
ph33r my rod: (( XD Yes~ ))
Omega19x: (but foodstuffs are here.)
Omega19x: (so I must bbl)
ph33r my rod: (( Okay. *all wibbly* ;; ))
Omega19x: (yeah, me too. But we made up in the end, right? No hard feelings?"
Omega19x: )
ph33r my rod: (( Nope, none~ :3 ))
Omega19x: (and we can have some crack later, when Malik asks about the cream puff flavored lube on teh counter)
Omega19x: (but eek, dinner. gotta run)
ph33r my rod: (( ...*ded* XD Okay~ ))
Omega19x is away at 5:40:11 PM.
Omega19x returned at 6:27:40 PM.
Omega19x: (*dammit dammit dammit dammit!! DISC STILL FUCKED!)
ph33r my rod: (( Aaaaack. x___x ))
Omega19x: ( jinxed it, remember, when I said it palyed through track 19. now it freezes at track 21!)
Omega19x: (GAH!!)
Omega19x: (I GIVE UP FOR THIS WEEKEND!)
ph33r my rod: (( .___. *pets* ))
Omega19x: (please, Malik, stand up and find the lube...)
Omega19x: (distract me.)
ph33r my rod: (( Okay~ ;; ))
Omega19x: (wibbly smile?)
ph33r my rod: (( I guess XD ))
Omega19x: (but... Malik isn't upset anymore, right?)
Omega19x: (wibble wibble, nudge nudge)
ph33r my rod: (( Oh, he's still wibbly, but not as much as before. ))
Omega19x: (noooo...)
Omega19x: (we must remedy this.)
ph33r my rod: (( *nodnod* ))
Omega19x: (What can Ryou do?)
Omega19x: (he's... just under stress... He's never really had to save you before, usually it's the other way around. And... he's scared about so many things, don't hate him...)
ph33r my rod: (( Malik doesn't hate him ;;;; He's just... um... distraught. :D; Because Ryou's upset and all. ))
Omega19x: (maybe they need sympathy puffs0
ph33r my rod: (( Sympathy puffs ftw D8 ))
Omega19x: "... I'm sorry, Malik..."
Omega19x: "... Will... you forgive me... for... for being so... difficult, sometimes?"
Omega19x: *rubs his eyes*
ph33r my rod: *nods* "I forgive you... I mean... I know you have your reasons." *stands up, carefully pulling Ryou with him*
Omega19x: "... even if.. they're confusing... just... Malik.. know this... There is one thing I'm not confused about... And that's how much I love you..."
Omega19x: *pulls him into a hug*
Omega19x: *stroking his blond hair*
ph33r my rod: *tightly hugs him back* "I love you too... always."
Omega19x: "... that's one thing we know."
Omega19x: "... and... and that's enough for me..."
ph33r my rod: *nods*
Omega19x: *a weak smile*
Omega19x: *he brushes one of Malik's tears away*
Omega19x: "I... I will try my best to... to overcome everything... I... I promise... I... I can't do it without you."
Omega19x: "... and I'd never want to."
Omega19x: *holds his hands*
ph33r my rod: *leans down, nuzzling his face* "I wouldn't want to either... ever." *sniffle*
Omega19x: *a light kiss*
Omega19x: "... Is... th..there anything I... I can do to... to make it up to you...?"
Omega19x: "... I'm starting to think... cream puffs might help..."
ph33r my rod: *small smile* "...you want some cream puffs?"
Omega19x: "... only if... we can eat them together..."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "Sounds like a plan..."
Omega19x: "... okay... I'll... make the puffs... You make the cream."
Omega19x: (ack, dirty thoughts intruding my mind... eww...)
ph33r my rod: (( ...*dies* ))
Omega19x: *goes into the kitchen to get some 'ready to bake' cream puff dough. Becuase, well, this is Ryou. he always has some of that.*
ph33r my rod: *follows him into the kitchen, spies something on the counter* "...what's this?" *picks up a small tube*
Omega19x: *stops* "... my... my other self dropped it by.... He... says it's tasty. I think you ice cakes with it... or something... It kind of tastes like cream puffs. Plain vanilla ones."
ph33r my rod: *blinkblinkblink*
Omega19x: "but it sure is a funny color for icing cakes..."
Omega19x: "... pretty small of a tube too... Maybe its for cupcakes."
ph33r my rod: "...um." *sets it back down* "Maybe." *fights back a blush refrains from mentioning its real use* "It'd probably be better if we make our own filling for the puffs, even if the shells are pre-made... it'll make 'em better."
Omega19x: "... oh yes. It always does."
Omega19x: "... that... oh, what did he call it... Lube... It's okay, but how exactly do you explain cream puff flavored cream puffs?"
ph33r my rod: *blinkblinkblinkblink* "Um... I dunno. That's kinda... redundant."
Omega19x: "... have you ever tried it? It's not bad..."
Omega19x: "oh, I picked up some fresh strawberries yesterday... we can cut them up and have little chunks in the cream!"
ph33r my rod: "...ooh, that's really good. Sounds like the first time I made puffs for you."
Omega19x: "I was... thinking about that, actually, when I bought them..."
Omega19x: "... that, and maybe I could surprise you with some... some chocolate dipped strawberries, but we... got a little caught up in... things... yesterday."
ph33r my rod: "... Maybe we can use the chocolate on the puffs, too."
Omega19x: "okay."
Omega19x: (hang on. Need to go take medicine)
ph33r my rod: (( Kay. ))
Omega19x: (back)
ph33r my rod: (( WB~ ))
Omega19x: *has one batch of puff shells in the oven, and is making another on a cookie sheet* "how is the cream coming, Malik? Need... need any help?"
Omega19x: (damn you dirty mind... Stop that.)
ph33r my rod: *mixing, mixing, mixing* "Nah, I got it just fine."
Omega19x: *weak smile, the smell of strawberries filled the air*
Omega19x: *he finished up the second batch of puff shells, and walked over to Malik, putting his arms around him.* "... thank you... for... for everything you've ever done for me, Malik... in case I never said it enough." *smile*
ph33r my rod: *wraps an arm around Ryou's shoulders, softly kissing his forehead* "...anytime."
Omega19x: *smiles*
Omega19x: "oh, the first batch of shells are done!"
ph33r my rod: "...I think the cream's ready, too."
Omega19x: "... here. You can put the cream into the puffs, while I put the second batch into the oven."
Omega19x: "careful... they're hot."
ph33r my rod: *nods and waits for the puffs to cool a little before he starts filling them*
Omega19x: *bake bake bake*
ph33r my rod: *fill fill fill*
Omega19x: *magical pufflapse*
ph33r my rod: *fwee*
Omega19x: "... almost finished?"
ph33r my rod: *nodnod* "Yeah."
Omega19x: *smiles* "... then lets enjoy them, together... the way cream puffs are meant to be enjoyed."
ph33r my rod: "Okay." *picks up a puff, offering it to Ryou*
Omega19x: *smiles, and opens his mouth*
Omega19x: *closing his eyes.*
ph33r my rod: *pops the puff in*
Omega19x: *mmmm*
Omega19x: "... here... I... I'll give you... one too. I... I've been... kind of wanting to... to do this for a while..."
Omega19x: *he blushed, as he timidly bit down on one end of the puff. Very carefully, he leaned in to Malik.*
ph33r my rod: *leans in, biting down on the other end*
Omega19x: *Ryou nibbles a little on his end*
ph33r my rod: *nibbles on his end too*
Omega19x: *nibble nibble nibble, never mind the mess they're probably making with the runny cream*
Omega19x: *you can see where this is going*
ph33r my rod: *quite so*
ph33r my rod: *they eventually meet in a sweet strawberry-cream-puff kiss*
Omega19x: *and of course, there's strawberry cream all over their lips and chin.*
Omega19x: *but what a sweeeeeeet kiss it is*
Omega19x: *and that's what tongues are for* *blush*
ph33r my rod: (( XD ))
Omega19x: *weak giggle* "... I... I've kind of... always wanted to do that... bu..but was... um... a.. a little... a..afraid to.."
Omega19x: "... I... I won't do it again if... you don't want me too..."
ph33r my rod: *smiles* "No, it's okay... I didn't mind. It was kinda messy, though..." *gently licks at some of the cream still left on Ryou's chin*
Omega19x: *blush*
Omega19x: "... you... you have some too... Um... do... do you... w..want me to... to get that... fo..for you?"
ph33r my rod: *nod* "If you want..."
Omega19x: *blush* *he leans in, and gently licks Malik's face, eventually reaching his lips...*
Omega19x: *and here comes another kiss*
ph33r my rod: *tugs Ryou closer, wrapping arms around his waist*
Omega19x: *kiss*
ph33r my rod: *eventually breaks it off, resting his forehead against Ryou's* "...see? Everything's okay..." *gently rubs his back*
Omega19x: *smiles*
Omega19x: "... You're... you're right... I... I shouldn't be... so... so scared of... of things..."
Omega19x: "... at least... not when you're here..."
Omega19x: *offers him another cream puff*
ph33r my rod: *gladly takes it*
Omega19x: *smiles*
ph33r my rod: *hugs Ryou tightly again after eating the puff* "I love you too much to let you be scared..."
Omega19x: *smile*
Omega19x: "... thank you..."
Omega19x: *eats another puff*
Omega19x: "... I... I will help you do... do the same, if... if I can."
ph33r my rod: *nods* "...okay." *smile*
Omega19x: (did that help with the wibblies)
ph33r my rod: (( *nod* It did~ ))
Omega19x: (yay1)
Omega19x: (angst leads to fluff. It's inevitable.)
ph33r my rod: (( Yes. XD ))
Omega19x: ice cream leads to angst, which leads to fluff, which leads to more ice cream. its a vicious cycle)
ph33r my rod: (( *nod* :X ))
Omega19x: *much more hugging and cream puff eating occurs*
ph33r my rod: *and probably more snuggling*
Omega19x: *oh yes*